Oct-Dec 2001
Sadly the leaves of memory fall,
Gently I gather and treasure them all,
Unseen by others you walk by my side,
Too dearly loved for death to divide
Monday Dec 31, 2001 - Happy New
Year everyone. I hope everyone has a safe and happy New Year! My New years
resolution is to lose another 5 pounds this year and keep it off, also Work harder
at Improving myself. Like taking more courses to educate my mind. I think I'll
start taking the home online courses since I hate going to classes and I learn
better on my own. I am not doing anything tonight and will be having an online
show at 6pm EST so if your not going out either your welcome to join me.
Just for
your enjoyment....
Typical macho man married typical good-looking lady and after the
wedding, laid down the following rules:
"I'll be home when I want, if I want and at what time I want -- and I
don't expect any hassle from you.
I expect a great dinner to be on the table unless I tell you.
I'll go hunting, fishing, boozing, and card-playing when I want with my
old buddies and don't you give me a hard time about it.
Those are my rules. Any comments?"
His new bride said, "No, that's fine with me."
Just understand that there'll be sex here at seven o'clock every
night-whether you're here or not."
Sunday Dec 30, 2001 - Yesterday
Jeff bought a cellular modem for our laptop computer. It works great. We are
going on a trip soon and need that for the GPS mapping software so we can
connect through our cell phone. It's great and works just like a 56K modem.
Isn't technology wonderful. So I can check my email and everything from my car,
on my laptop. I've all ready tried it out.:)
Saturday Dec 29, 2001 - I had a
good day. I had fun during my show. I will be running on my treadmill about
10-10:30pm tonight EST of course. I think I've know some of the Most Immature
people since I've been online. It seems like if you become friends in any way
with anyone (in the same business) at all, they start thinking you need to give
them special privileges. So they start feeding off you, then you start eating up
the cost of their bandwidth. So it don't pay to be "a friend" if they are going
to do that. We've had a couple people do everything in their power to bad mouth
us. Just because we tied off the friendship and not give them "Free" ring or
what they wanted. I still am a little astonished that they are still trying
childish games. As long as I never hear from them again I'd be happy. We don't
mess with anyone or try to play games so don't do it with me/us, right? Who
knows why people act as they do. I just don't like being leached on! Our video
server cost a lot to run, I don't like people taking advantage of my/our
Friendship. It's hard to find good honest friends.
Thursday Dec 27, 2001 - This week
is sure going by fast. I worked out with Angie Yesterday and today. Tomorrow
I'll do my Cardio on my treadmill since we won't be working out. I helped Jeff
get some things out of the attic and put in the trash when I got home today. I
did my show at 6pm tonight, it was a blast. Besides that, sleep has been my
body's main desire. I need to get my floors moped and stuff done tomorrow.
Tuesday Dec 25, 2001 - Merry
Christmas everyone!! Well, I will tell you what I got for Christmas now. Jeff
bought me a 3 carrot diamond bracelet, a one carrot diamond heart shape pendent
necklace and half carrot diamond earrings. My Mom gave me her Wedding bands from
her marriage to my dad. My Dad died when I was 18 so she thought I could have
them now. I will always treasure everything I get like this. GirlPearl sent me a
gold ankle bracelet.. I loved it all of course! Copter sent me some Stuffed
animals and some fake jewelry, roflmao.. It's for ages 3 and up.. He's such a
jokester! I bought Jeff and the girls in my family stuff and they loved what
they got. I like Jewelry and I sure got a lot this year! I really wasn't into
Jewelry much before this year anyway. We had a very good Christmas. We arn't
doing much but hanging around the house, as long as were together everything is
superb. That is all that matters. I gave Bookie and Nemo a bath today. I found a
flea so it was time for another flea bath. Bookie does the silliest things! I
put some ear antiseptic in their ears after their bath once a week, so their
ears will be clean. After I did Bookies first ear he ran, then every time I'd go
to where he was, he'd bark and run like a cartoon. He had me laughing so hard.
It took awhile for me to do it since he thought, since he made me laugh, he'd
get into a game of chase with me and make me chase him. I brushed their teeth as
well, but they like that.
Sunday Dec 23, 2001 - I hope you
all are having a great Holiday Season! HOHOHO.. Well, I am such a mess. I lost
everything on my computer today. So if you sent me a private e-mail or pictures
recently... I JUST LOST THEM ALL, poof, gone. I had to use my recovery disk.
Damn Browser was fucking up so I deleted it, so I could reinstall it, and it
shut down my whole system. Oh hell, now it's going to take me forever to put
everything back in place. I worked out with Angie on Friday. We worked legs and
boy am I sore. Besides that I've been staying busy making phone calls and that
sort of thing. I've been running on my treadmill all week. This weekend I've
been slacking though. Not really doing it at all. I've been sleeping way to
much. Might be because of my period. I feel like a bear in hybernation. It's
bad. Who knows! (*&(^$#$@#%!#^%(*)!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Tuesday Dec 17 - 2001 - I had my
show last night and it went well. I worked out with Angie and ran on my
Treadmill for 30 minutes as well. I've been sorting through stuff and getting
rid of stuff that clutters up my house. The Animal Rescue League will be here
tomorrow to pick up some furniture I'm donating to them. I have some clothes I
need to get together today and give them as well. I joined the Double Day Book
club and ordered the other two Harry Potter books I didn't read yet. I love
those books. I've been working on the computer and am going to start on my Adobe
Photoshop studio Techniques book soon.
Sunday Dec 16, 2001 - I had a
pretty busy day today. I had to clean up my house and throw away all the stuff
we don't use from the garage, it's now cleaned. I've been putting everything
away like CD's in the right CD cases and so forth. I am attempting to sew a
zipper back on some old pants of mine but I need to go to the fabric store
tomorrow and get a new zipper and the right thread for it. I ran an hour on my
Treadmill today. I split it up into two 30 minute intervals. I warmed up the
first 5 minutes of each then ran the rest. Some of you ask me why I don't talk
more about competing in this diary. Well, I put unwanted pressure on myself when
I do that, so I would rather not tell anyone at all. I do better on my own, and
do it when the time is right for me. I'm more apt to do it when I don't
talk about it. That is all I need is more pressure from anyone but myself. I am
a very bad Mom. I forgot Bookies birthday yesterday! But I sang him his happy
birthday song today and gave him a treat tonight.
Saturday Dec 15, 2001 - I'm home
from visiting my mom now. I just got back tonight, I left Wednesday morning. I
love visiting her it's just very boring out in the country where she lives. I
didn't get to visit with my sister all that much since she worked. I was going
to go down and chat with her last night but I didn't get around to it. I didn't
even get to say goodbye since she was at work. That's ok since there are plenty
of other times. We will be busy the very first of January but then it should
settle back down. I had to remake my schedule for this upcoming week tonight.
Monday Dec 10, 2001 - I worked out
with Angie today. I was weak and had no energy. Mondays are usually like that
for me.
Sunday Dec 9, 2001 - I did my show
at 7pm tonight, same as last night. I ran on my treadmill at 3pm today and have
been reading my Book, just about the rest of the day. I picked up a paper back
copy of, "Harry Potter and the sorcerer's stone"" the first book. I like it a
lot! I haven't been able to put it down all day. I stared reading it on the
flight to Vegas and didn't have any time to read it while I was there. Then I
read it coming back, for a couple of hours. It's a good read. I have no idea why
they would ban kids from reading it. People are to extreme in views. Get a grip
on reality. People can always make ANYTHING look or sound bad no matter how good
it might be. Next thing you know some religious organization will say it's
possessing their children with evil or something. Isn't that always how these
things work?
Saturday Dec 8, 2001 - I sleep a
lot yesterday. I woke up around noon, took a shower then got ready to meet Angie
at the gym. We had a great leg workout. When I got home I played with the boys
on the floor then gave them a bath. Phew, they smelled like a skunk or
something, who knows what they were into while we were gone. I had ordered a
Dental kit from Doctors foster and smith magazine and it arrived while we were
gone. The Pet sitter put it on the table. So I brushed their teeth and rubbed
the spray on their gums with that. I finished unpacking and putting up our
cloths after that. We took the boys for a walk then went grocery shopping. We
got back and Dark Angel was on but I only watched about half of it. I went to
bed. This morning after I cook breakfast I'm going to run on the treadmill. We
are going to a holiday Celebration/Product line thingy Angie my trainer is
throwing later today. We didn't end up going to the Holiday Party thingy Angie
had. I did my show at 7pm tonight and Jeff took some pictures of me at that time
as well. I got an email from Dio and I was thrilled to hear from him. I seen
Powerman in my chat tonight but he left before I had a chance to say bye!!
eerrrr..... Oh well, everyone is so busy now days. I go visit my Mom Next week,
for two days.
Friday Dec 7, 2001- I'm home!!!! It
feels so good to be back in my own home. We went to Las Vegas again on Tuesday
and just got back. Our plane landed at 6am this morning in Miami. It wasn't for
pleasure either. Just business. I need to go sleep then I'll write in here
later.
Monday Dec 3, 2001 - Oh gosh, I'm
stuffed tonight. I wasn't that hungry all day then tonight I ate a whole can of
Spaghetti O's. It wasn't the healthiest but it sure made me feel good. I worked
out with Angie at 2pm. At Noon I had my online show. I cleaned the house all
morning and for breakfast I had French Toast Sticks. How yummy and fattening.
I'm on a roll. My house is clean. After I worked out with Angie I laid down and
sleep with the boys for a couple hours. I know this entry isn't all that orderly
but oh well.. We all need confusion once in awhile. I'm not a very orderly
person anyway.
Sunday Dec 2, 2001 - I had to
redue my show schedule since our plans this upcoming week has changed a
little. The dog show was fun. I only stayed about an hour. Enough to buy some
things and charge it to my CC this time. It wasn't a real Frenchie, it was just
a bronze Statue of one. It's pretty and Jeff liked it, he was probably
just relieved I didn't come home with a real one.;) I got Bookie and Nemo some
Squeaky toys while I was there also. They played with them all day yesterday and
this morning. Bookie likes to kill the squeak.
Friday Nov 30, 2001 - I went
to the Merle Norman store yesterday and they had closed. So I went online and
ordered some Mary Kay Night face recovery cream. I also ordered some hydrating
lotion for my body from tanforless.com. I have been on a shopping phase. I
really don't need to do anymore of that. I train with Angie today. Dog show is
this weekend, yahoo!
Thursday Nov 29, 2001 - I did my
on line show at noon yesterday then went to the gym at 2pm (Worked out with my
trainer Angie). When I got home I played on the floor with Bookie and Nemo. They
are so fun. I didn't do all that much the rest of the day. Worked on the
computer is all. I have another show at noon today. I called my Mom last night,
she has a cold still. My brother called me a few days ago. It's 3:29pm EST and I
just got done running on my Treadmill, I did 35 minutes. I need to go and get
some Merle Norman Night face cream so I think I'll go get that now.
Tuesday Nov 26, 2001 - Oh, you men
should be more care full what you tell your women. Jeff told me he wanted a
blond or a redhead for Christmas. I'll get him a blond or redhead, he can cuddle
with her all night if he likes. The only thing is, haha! She is going to be
around 26 pounds full grown! lol!!!!!! Yea, she will be blond all right! Copter sent
this to me and I had to post it. Funny.
1.
At lunch time, sit in your parked car with sunglasses on and point a hair dryer
at passing cars. See if they slow down.
2. Page yourself over the intercom. Don't disguise your voice.
3. Every time someone asks you to do something, ask if they want fries with
that.
4. Put your garbage can on your desk and label it "in"
5. Put decaf in the coffee maker for 3 weeks. Once everyone has Gotten over
their caffeine addictions, switch to espresso.
6. In the memo field of all your checks, write "for sexual favors."
7. Finish all your sentences with "in accordance with the prophecy."
8. Dont use any punctuation marks
9. As often as possible, skip rather than walk.
10. Ask people what sex they are. Laugh hysterically after they answer.
11. Specify that your drive-through order is "to go."
12. Sing along at the opera.
13. Go to a poetry recital and ask why the poems don't rhyme.
14. Put mosquito netting around your work area. Play a tape of jungle sounds all
day.
15. Five days in advance, tell your friends you can't attend their party because
you're not in the mood.
16. Have your coworkers address you by your wrestling name, Rock Hard Kim.
17. When the money comes out the ATM, scream "I won!", "I won!" "3rd time this
week!!!!!"
18. When leaving the zoo, start running towards the parking lot, yelling "run
for your lives, they're loose!!"
19. Tell your children over dinner. "due to the economy, we are going to have to
let one of you go."
Monday Nov 25, 2001 - I went to an
Antique store this morning and was looking for Antique Bulldogs/French Bulldog.
The place I went had a 1918 FAO Swartz French Bulldog who's head moved around
and his mouth opened and barked. Do you have any Idea how much they were selling
it for?! I could buy like 3 real French Bulldogs for that price! He was
$3,800.00 bucks!!!!! The lady told me there is an Antique show at the fair
grounds, the first weekend of each month. Not as expensive there. So this
weekend I'm going out to the fairgrounds to attend. I was planning to go anyway
since there is a dog show. I mailed off two mouse pads this morning as well,
personalized dog mousepads. I workout with Angie at 2pm. I don't have a show
today so I'll clean my house. I had a show last night at 7pm EST and it went
well.
Saturday Nov 24, 2001 - I did my
Show at Noon today then went to the Grocery store to pick up a few things. I did
a few loads of laundry today and cleaned up the kitchen as well. I rented some
Movies, then at 6pm I ran on my Treadmill for 30 minutes. I ran for 25 minutes
last night. I ate way to much yesterday and I felt it when I went to bed. So I
am starting to regulate what I eat again. Just a little anyway. I decided to go
visit my mom for two days in Dec, I will be doing that in a couple more weeks. I
bought my tickets online like I always do. I gave Bookie and Nemo a bath tonight
and cleaned their ears. I also did this weeks "Show" schedule, and have it
posted. I was talking to "Rock" in my chat room tonight and had a good chat.
Friday Nov 23, 2001 - I went and
bought two camcorders to hook up to our wireless remotes, so that we don't have
cords all around the house. We got the Wireless remotes in today. We have one
more coming and then all the cords in my house will be eliminated. I will now
have three different cameras. One in my living room which also switches over to
the channel in my workout room so you can watch me their as well. Then I'll have
a permanent one in my bedroom, you can also see my bathroom from that one when
I'm taking a shower. They are the Soney handycam's hooked up to a wireless
remote that sends to the receiver, so it's a very good and clear picture. Unlike
those very bad ADT wireless spy cams we had put up in the house. You'll be
impressed with this setup. They all have the night vision as well. I stopped by
Eckerd and bought a 3 foot Christmas tree that lights up. I have in on my end
table and it's perfect for our small house. The boys can't get it and think it's
their chew toy and it's all ready decorated with lights, so all we have to do is
plug it in. It's perfect for us. Pretty to. Best buy was a mad house, I'm
so glad that I've all ready got my Christmas shopping done! I ate way to much
yesterday, as I'm sure everyone did. I ran on my treadmill for 35 minutes last
night around 7pm. I will be running on it again tonight around 6pm.
Thursday Nov 22, 2001 - I made
thanksgiving dinner and it came out pretty good (Not as good as Mom's though).
We ate at Noon. I put the turkey in to bake at 8am. Bookie and Nemo sure did
like their platter of food I made up for them. Which Consisted of Turkey, Mashed
Potatoes with Gravy, Baked Beans and stuffing. We sat at the table for once and
ate like a family. I need to teach Bookie and Nemo how to eat at the table on a
high chair so they can eat with us. That would be a good thing for them to learn
and be polite. Good sit and stay technique. Happy Thanksgiving you all. I'm so
glad I got my Christmas shopping over with. Tomorrow will be a mad house out
there.
Wednesday Nov 21, 2001 - I got Jeff
a nice Card and a cake from the cheesecake factory today. It's his Birthday. I
also made that bread today and it was pretty good when it was still warm, I'm
the only one who had a piece. They were too dry. Since they arn't warm now, you
could throw them at someone and knock them out. Yea, they are that hard. I added
some milk to the batch I didn't make yet, I went to check on it after my show
and the dough didn't look bakeable. I could probably throw it and it would put a
hole through my wall. Ho hum, I just hope my turkey and mashed potatoes come out
better.
Tuesday Nov 20, 2001 - Man, I've
been sleeping all day. I was up a lot last night taking care of Jeff. He's been
a little ill. He got up out of bed last night and Nemo was on the floor at his
feet, then all of a sudden he puked all the 7up he drank. Poor Nemo was on the
floor and it landed right on him. Anyway, I cleaned it all up and gave Nemo a
bath. Then I took a shower myself, gave myself a facial and conditioned my
hair. I mailed out all the Christmas presents today. I also went shopping for a
turkey and the makings for Thanksgiving dinner. I might have to start a strict
diet soon. Something might be coming up, where I will need to for a couple
weeks. My eyes have had dark circles under them since Sunday so I started my
vitamins today. I look like I'm dead this week.. My mom e-mailed me my Grandma's
homemade Bread recipe and I am going to make the bread tomorrow. I hope you all have a great
thanksgiving.
Sunday Nov 18, 2001 - I got my
sister something for Christmas. I ordered it online though, instead of trying to
find it in a store. So all the women in my family are covered. I am skipping the
guys since I don't have a clue what they want and I don't want to spend any
more. So someone else is going to have to cover them. I burnt my hand cooking
breakfast this morning. That is the second time in two weeks. Damn if it didn't
hurt! I've got to be one of the clumsiest people. After breakfast I
cleaned up the kitchen then took a bath (shaved my legs and everything). I ran
on my treadmill for 20 minutes at 11am. I felt heavy so 20 minutes was enough
for me today. I called Angie and left a message for her to call about tomorrows
workout. She called back a couple hours later and we set the time back. She
isn't going away for Thanksgiving now, so we will workout the other two days we
usually do. I am not even sure what we will do Thanksgiving. Hopefully any food
I cook will come out edible.
Saturday Nov 17, 2001 - Yesterday I
worked out with Angie at 2pm. I ran for 25 minutes at noon. On Thursday I ran 35
minutes and on Wednesday I ran 20 minutes. So I've been doing pretty good doing
my running all week. I watched Dark Angel
last night, but dozed off during the end of it. I was so exhausted when I did go
to bed, the bed felt like heaven. I did my on line show at Noon today.
We then went over to Wendy's and got a hamburger after my Show ended. I took a
nap then got Bookie and Nemo's webcam on their website running again. It's up
now! I have it pointed at where their beds are and toybox.
Friday Nov 16, 2001 - Holy Shit! I
spent way to much money in the Last two days. Between Christmas Shopping and
having to get some frames for these posters. I need not to shop till at least
June of next year! My god I feel guilty. I got up this morning around 8am. Made
Jeff some breakfast then worked on the computer some. I then went to JCPenney
when it opened at 10am and did a little more Christmas shopping and got myself a
new purse (on Sale)!! I gave in.. Geez, I could beat myself. But it's such a
nice purse and mine is like 3 years old. I feel like I'm greedy when I indulge
on myself when I'm Christmas shopping for others. I won't mail the Gifts out
till the first of Dec.. At least my Christmas shopping is finished. I really
need to stay away from those places. Like they say, "Out of sight out of mind"..
Thursday Nov 15, 2001 - Jeff and I
went up to the mall today and I did some Christmas shopping for my mom and
nieces. After that we came home and I went to Macy's to get a few of them from
there. They have some great make-up gift sets for women. They are also having
their biggest sale of the year today and tomorrow. I would tell you all what I
got for them but my Mom does read this once in awhile, I don't want to ruin
it. My Mom is the #1 person I shop for since she has done so much for me when I
needed her. Makes me feel bad not getting something for EVERYONE but my brother
has two kids and my sister has four. That is just to many people to shop for.
Since the girls don't have a lot, I like shopping for them. When I mess up
a sentence in here, or just totally don't make sense, let me know. I don't always
catch the error's till way later and make myself look like an F student.;)
Wednesday Nov 14, 2001 - We were
suppose to leave for Las Vegas this morning but we decided to Cancel our
reservations at the very last moment. With all the Plane Crashes we really don't
feel all that safe flying right now. It's not like we needed to go. We decided
to stay home and spend more good quality time with the boys. After my show at
noon yesterday I spent the day packing and cleaning the house. I also went by
home Depot and got some air filters for the AC system and replaced those. It
sure does get dusty here. It's like every 3 weeks they need replaced. I called
my trainer Angie and left a message to see if she could train me today and
Friday since we Canceled our trip. I think it's something, the older we get the
more "mental" problems we acquire. I think a lot of it has to do with things
we've been through. I hate to admit but I've even acquired some in the last year
even. Like Anxiety attacks. My whole life I've wanted to Scuba Dive and loved
doing it. I can't even do it anymore. If I go on a boat I get sick to the point
I can't do nothing but lay flat on my back, if I don't I will spend the whole
time feeling like I'm going to die and Vomiting over the side of the boat. The
ones single bad experience I had at 100 feet has left me with permenent Anxiety
when we attempt to go diving. I can dive up to 30 feet fine (still with a little
anxiety). If we go deeper I start having a breathing problem and want to shoot
straight to the top so I can get air (anxiety attack at that point). If we could
just do some shallow dives I might be able to over come it. Around here all the
dives are a lot deeper.
Tuesday Nov 13, 2001 - Can you all
Vote for my dogs on Central Pets.com? Go here to
Vote, and it will Be under the Name Bookie on the first page. Then again you
can vote for the picture you like best of them again on the second page called
Nemo and Bookie Parr.
Monday Nov 12, 2001 - I got up and
cleaned the Kitchen and moped my Floors today. I also dusted. Got that out of
the way. We go to Las Vegas for Jeff's Birthday. The pet sitter called today and
I talked with her about taking care of Bookie and Nemo. I worked out with Angie
then came home. I have a little more cleaning to do. I'll get on that.
Sunday Nov 11, 2001 -
*!!@#*#@!!!!!!.. I'm losing my mind and am entering the Twilight Zone. I will be
back. I'm a dog groupie! Now that I've admitted my problem maybe I can start
recovery.
Saturday Nov 10 , 2001 - I got up
this morning and took my shower. I did my Online Show at noon then dragged Jeff
to Petland so I could hold puppies. That seems to get my need for a new puppy
out of my system. I would never buy a puppy from a place like that but I really
see no harm in going up their to play and hold them. They arn't bred good, puppy
mill puppies. I would go to a breeder, but I would be wasting their time going
over to play and hold their puppies and not buy one. That really makes me go
home and give my own two dogs (Bookie and Nemo) some good quality play time and
attention (I give them good quality play time not matter where I come back
from). They are the two best! Of course I'm biased since they are my babies. We
went to eat at the Cheese Cake factory after that and looked around at some of
the shops. I'll be running on my treadmill this evening.
Friday Nov 9, 2001 - I have a marsh
mellow ass now! I've been eating way to much this week. I'm watching what I eat
for the rest of this month.. I got up and ate Egg Whites with Potatoes and
Turkey Bacon. It's all pretty good with the Turkey Bacon added. I'll have to
have something decent for lunch. I am going to focus on what I eat since I am
tired of eating like shit. I don't feel good and I don't know why. There is no
reason for me not to feel 100% and I don't. Oh I think I'll just go sleep it off
or something. I wonder if the U.S. Mail service is taking a lot longer to get
the 3 day mail to us? I mailed out a couple Mouse Pads on Monday and they
haven't been received and I also ordered some lotion on-line that day and it was
3 day Priority, I haven't received that either.
Thursday Nov 8, 2001 - I feel so
much better this morning. Feels good. The other day I bought one of those Crest
spinbrush tooth brushes. I love it. It really does get your teeth a lot better
then a regular one. I work out with Angie this morning so I need to go do that
before anything. I seen Copter in my chat room last night and didn't catch
him!!! Ahh, we miss you copter! Yipeee Guess where we are going Next month? It's
not far from us and Gizzy is going to take me. YIPEEE! To the
AKC/Eukanuba American Dog
Classic. Yes it's a dog show but
it's a Big one! :) I like going to look at all the dog stuff they sell at the
booths and to see all the dogs of course.
Wednesday Nov 7, 2001 - I cleaned
up my house when I got up then went and got my Nails done at 11am this morning.
I meet with Angie at 2pm and worked out. Right after that I had an appointment
to get my hair trimmed so I did that as well. I've been neglecting to do
everything for so long that I just made myself do it this time. I will be
running on my Treadmill (on Camera) this evening. Shit, I never made it to the
treadmill. Oh well. Not a big deal since I did workout with Angie today. I
bought these pills from her, they are like some kind of Enzyme and help with
digestion and absorption and all that. Maybe it will help with my sweet tooth
that I have so very bad. I could eat cake or donuts for Breakfast, Lunch and
dinner and be happy with it. It sucks! I'm so not into taking metabolic
enhancers. Talking about days of nothing but being tired if not on them. That
sucks to. I wonder if half the world walks around tired like I do. I feel like I
could sleep my life away at times.
Tuesday Nov 6, 2001 - We ordered a
pizza last night and I had two pieces. I had two more small pieces for
Breakfast. I ran 25 minutes on my Treadmill around 7pm last night. I made an appointment tomorrow morning to get a full
set of pink and whites put on (Nails). I bite mine, a very bad habit I will
never break. I gave up on that a long time ago. The news really needs to stop
doing reports on things that hasn't happened. Like Small Pox! I don't think we
would even have to worry about it but since they are doing reports on it someone
will end up trying to spread it, just for the fact they are reporting it. Kind
of Like Anthrax, during the gulf war that is all they talked about as well. Now
it's happening in our country probably for that reason. The news needs to keep
their mouths shut. My Internet connection Sucks for the past couple of day.
Monday Nov 5, 2001 - Bookie is such
a sweet and loving dog. So is Nemo but Bookie can't stand it if he can't be with
us. The other day Jeff was sleeping on the couch and Bookie Joined him. I got a
picture of it and thought I'd post it here since I thought it was so cute and
touching. Jeff and Bookie, I hope Jeff don't get to
shocked at me for posting it. I think it's sweet and loving. I'll take it down
if he ask. We went to the beach just down the Road yesterday to see the waves
come in and Jeff got a picture of me. Me
on the beach. I canceled my appointment with Angie at the last minute today.
I wasn't feeling all that good and it was raining really bad. I even left the
house to go but the traffic was so bad. Now I feel like a lazy ass bum and just
should have made myself go anyway. I think she was upset that I canceled to.
Sunday Nov 4, 2001 - Last night I
ran on the Treadmill for 40 minutes. The two night prior to that I did 30 then
35 minutes. I took today off from Cardio. I spent two hours this
morning/afternoon organizing my closet and taking out all the clothes I don't
wear and put them all in a box. I even labeled sections of my closet so that I
put dress pants/skirts in one section, suits and dresses in another, blouses and
jackets in another, jeans in another, workout pants another, t-shirts and
workout shirts in another, jean shirts/ sweaters another. That was good. I am
now organized and can find clothes easy. My closet looks neat now.
Saturday Nov 3, 2001 - We went to a
shopping area up the street from us today and it's pretty new and Big. We found
our most favorite place we have ever liked to eat at. The Cheese Cake Factory is
there! Since I'm working out and trying to lose a few more pounds I am going to
limit on how often we go out to eat there. I have no idea what everyone wants
for Christmas and I hate guessing what everyone will enjoy. Frustrating to say
the least. It's 10pm and we are starting to have Hurricane alerts. We are going
to keep a close eye on the news and will have to get up early to put all the
hurricane shutters up in the morning. If it is necessary. We have those damn
aluminum one's that you have to manually put up and it takes at least two people
to do it. !*#@&*@!!!!!!Shit, I really need to quit looking at the Classifieds.
Friday Nov 2, 2001 - I will NOT buy
anything for myself when I go Christmas shopping this year, I will NOT buy
anything for myself when I go Christmas shopping this year, I will NOT buy
anything for myself when I go Christmas shopping this year, I will NOT buy
anything for myself when I go Christmas shopping this year, I will NOT buy
anything for myself when I go Christmas shopping this year! It's just so hard to
shop for adults that I start finding stuff I like.
Thursday Nov 1, 2001 - Jeff liked
VISITING Las Vegas so I am taking him there for his Birthday. I got the rest of
my material cut last night and tonight I'll do the tracing. I finally picked up
the things I needed after I trained with Angie yesterday. We worked legs. I am
sore now. She walked over with me to the craft store that was in the same area.
She had to pick up some lace material. I am resigned to the fact that I won't
get another doggie. Oh well, but I respect how other people feel who live in the
same environment so I will keep respecting it. Our bed is pretty full with the
two we have, plus Christmas is coming up and we still have to shop for family.
Expenses, Expenses. Not like we are going anywhere for Christmas. If we can't
drive and take the boys with us we will stay home and celebrate it with them. I
get them Christmas doggie stockings. They even get Turkey and the works. I need
to buy a Christmas tree this year. I'd like to have one this time. I
really wish the News would quit reporting that something bad is going to happen
in the next couple days. My mom is worried sick. I should order her to quit
watching the news before she ends of dying of a heart attack instead of Anthrax!
Damn News will make anyone worry. I haven't been listing to it much lately since
I am tired of it. And what the heck can we do anyway? Not much. So be calm it
will all be ok. It's 9:17pm and Sewing sucks right at this point! I just got
done sewing my pockets to the rob and they look all uneven. New style! ha. Only
if your blind. Oh well, I'll take a picture when I'm done. My teacher really
really sucks! She is nice but she really sucks at sewing. You ask her a question
and she tells you to read! Not like I haven't read it ten million times and
still can't find the answer..! Well I'll just learn my way and if it comes out
looking like a .... a.... a.....hmmmm. Something other then it is. So be it. I'm
going to learn it no matter how or what I mess up.
Tuesday October 30, 2001 - I did my
Show last night then went to bed at like 10pm. I worked out with Angie earlier
in the day, we worked Back and Shoulders. My Sewing Class got transferred to
tonight since tomorrow night is Halloween but I am not going to go. I still need
to cut the rest of my fabric. I need to go and get the cutting blade from the
craft store sometime today. I am so lazy though, bla. I ran on my Treadmill for
20 minutes today and went to the store with Jeff to pick up a few things.
Besides that I've been a total bum laying around the house trying to get the
motivation to do something beside lay there. Hasn't come yet. I mailed out 4
mouse pads for the Rescue yesterday. First one's in about a week I guess. My
Second favorite breed of dog is the English toy spaniel (maybe it's third
favorite but I'm making it my second now) and they are small as
well. But shit if I don't have expensive taste in dogs!!!!! Damn expensive as
well.. Who in their right mind can say no to a cute little face like this
Puppy?.
Sunday October 28, 2001- On Friday
we went to Las Vegas to tie up a few loose ends we had there. It was almost all
business and no play. After we did that we went back to our Suit in the Luxor
and sleep (Jet lag of a 5 hour flight). We ordered room service, ate, then I was
out like a light. We didn't leave our room till Saturday morning. We ordered
room service then got ready for our flight back home. We stopped by the forum
shops in Ceasers palace and I got an outfit that we saw and Jeff wanted to get
for me. I love it but I'm not sure where the heck I'll wear it around here! I'll
have it for the next convention I suppose. Guess what? IT'S A SIZE SIX!!!! HA.
ok, can you tell I'm happy about it?! Our flight left at 12:50pm so we had
to leave the shops by 10:30am and get to the airport, drop off the rental car
and make it through the security check points. To say the least we got there a
little more then two hours early and had a lot of time to spare at the gate. So
what did I do while waiting. PLAY SLOT MACHINES! That darn machine let me win
just enough to get me hooked. I found it's a lot more fun to visit Las Vegas
then to live there and not have as much fun because it eats up all your damn
money. I had a great time and wanted to stay a day longer but we had to get back
and make sure the boys were doing ok. I had a pet sitter but you never know.
Some people can look nice and you find out there Wacked. But she was great! I
will use her every time. I put my Schedule back on when we got in late last
night. I was tired so I went to bed after that. My mom called at 3am to make
sure everything was ok. I didn't know she would wait up or I'd have called her.
They have National Guard with machine guns in the Airports. I don't find that a
bit scary like some people do. I find myself feeling safer. I ran on the
Treadmill for 40 minutes today.
Thursday October 25, 2001 - If you
ever take sewing in your life don't make a robe for your first project!! I
think I'm going to be behind forever. I have sooooo much to pin and cut. I'm
wishing I would have made a pair of underwear or something now. On the other
hand I have my own sewing machine now so I may just try it on my own so that I
can get it done faster after I learn how to put it all together. I have
been running on my treadmill everyday this week. I've only been running for
20-25 minutes though. Better then not doing it at all if you ask me. Keeps me in
shape. I called my Mom last night and she has been making t-shirt transfers and
that kind of thing now. She got another virus on her computer. I told her a long
time ago to keep her Norton AntiVirus updated but she didn't remember that, so I
didn't mention I told her. Guess what? I wear a size six again!!!!!!!!! Oh it
feels so good.
Tuesday October 23, 2001 - I
cleaned and moped my house for about three hours today. I love the smell of
Murphy's Wood soap. My house smells like it now. I also dusted my wood furniture
with it. It's unbelievable how much dust collects under the bed and dresser with
these wood floors in just a couple weeks. Bookie did it again. He grossed me out
and I actually screamed this time. I was eating and seen he was making a face
and trying to get something out of his lips. Well I just thought it was a fuzzy
and got it for him. When I looked at what is was after I had pulled if from his
lips I found out it was a Lizard, I had in my hand. I then threw it and screamed
at the same time, making Jeff just about shit a brick thinking something
happened. I was eating and that completely ruined my appetite. We rented some
movies tonight and are going to watch them. I haven't been feeling all that
great this evening so I think that will be good. I got my sewing machine and it
came with a Video on how to use it. How great, I don't have to read a darn
instruction manual.
Sunday October 21, 2001 - I hope
you all like my new Halloween images and sound effect! I had fun downloading
them and playing around anyway. I did 20 minutes of Cardio yesterday and again
30 minutes today. This week I will be very busy with school working out, and
other plans. I donated all my small clothes to a Rescue Orginization when we
left Vegas now I need them. Oh well, I guess I can donate all my big one's now..
I'd rather have donated the big clothes in the first place. I found a great new dog food I can feed the boys when I can't cook
it! It's Holistic and all natural canned moist kind that smells so good I want
to eat it. So if your to busy to cook I would highly recommend it. It's called
"Spots Stew" and is made by
Halo pet food. I found it at Wild Oats. I've heard
about it online but never seen it till today when I was looking for a good food
to feed the boys for when I don't have time to cook for them. I don't recommend
any of the dog foods in stores or even in some vet clinics. Research it, you
will see how bad it is for them. That brings another subject to my attention,
Bookie is so fat. I need to cut down on the goodies I give him, Or he may end up
looking like a baby hippo soon! That boy can eat! He has learned how to come to
me and bark so Jeff will give him French Fries! French fries are his most
favorite food on the planet. He will do ANYTHING in his power to get a French
fry. It's so cute that I have a hard time being strict. It's so hard when he
just melts my heart the way he does! I love being a women and all but my god I
don't look forward to starting my period this week! Yea I know, WAY TO MUCH
INFO! Now On a more serious note. Those of you who have been members for a few
years somewhat have insight to what I had done to myself. Like they say, "If it
don't kill you it can only make you stronger". It has and also made me realizes
what is most important in life. The people that mean the most. Then there are
those that shouldn't matter at all. Don't ever let ANYTHING mean more to you
then the people you love or who love you. Not a job, not a sport, nothing. None
of those things will stand by you in the end except one.
Friday October 19, 2001 - I haven't
done cardio in 3 days. I will do it first thing tomorrow morning though. I'll do
two days on then a day off. I need to restrict myself before I burn out. I did
work out with Angie 4 days this week so that was a lot of help. I've been eating
like shit so don't think I'm the ideal of health.. I'll try to eat a good
breakfast tomorrow morning. We are going to Las Vegas soon. I feel like laughing
hysterically when I say that. Like a psycho! I did my show at noon today. Oh my,
I was bad. I was talking like a little slut! HA! ok, maybe I talk like a little
slut a lot on here but I thought I'd bring it up. It feels good to talk that way
at times. Gets all the tension out and makes me be good the rest of the day.:)
Thursday October 18, 2001 - I feel
as if I've been sleeping in the Twlight Zone. The night before last Jeff had to
wake me because I started screaming in my sleep. I don't think I've ever done
that before in my life. Then last night I woke up soaked with sweat. Might be
half the reason I'm tired during the day any more. If there are any sewing or
craft fair conventions in my area I'm going to attend them. I love it! I sound
like a old maid but at least I'm having fun doing it. It will come in handy. I
ordered a Sewing Machine today and I should be getting it on the 23rd. That way
if I'm behind in class at all I can sew the rest at home. I am going to attempt
to make a robe. I want to make my own patterns and designs. I'd like to TRY to
make some French Bulldog stuffed animals. Well see how that goes! Here is the
sewing machine I got. It's a pretty standard one. It has
some nice options on it for when I get better at sewing.
Wednesday October 17, 2001 - I made
a few updates to the site yesterday (the new Video's "BLOW-Beautiful women of
Wrestling", pics of Me, Billy and Jazzie). We also had a script written for the
Schedule a few days ago and it's more user friendly now. I trained with Angie
yesterday morning then again today at 2pm. I have my sewing class tonight and
all ready bought my design and fabric for it. I mailed off another mouse pad
after I got the order in this morning. If I'm not on here (computer) or at the
gym it seems like I'm in bed. I wish I had more energy. My sister called Monday
Morning and couldn't get her computer to reboot. I even had Jeff talk with her
to see if he could figure it out. We both think she has a virus and it wiped out
her hard drive. So she is going to have to take it in. There is no way we can
fix it from here.:(
Tuesday October 16, 2001 - Someone
named Randall made Wall Paper for me (Thanks so much Randall!) and I will put it
in here that way if you would like to have it you can save the wallpaper jpg.
Venus Wallpaper 1 and
Venus Wall paper 2. One
is a higher quality then the other is all.
Monday October 15, 2001 - Man what
a day. I ran on my treadmill for 30 minutes this morning then basically went
back to bed. Then at two I went to the gym and had to stop by a few places on
the way home. After I got home I ate then went back to bed and that is where
I've been since. I didn't even go to class tonight since I was so very tired. I
just felt like shutting all the curtains, making night come and staying in bed.
Sunday October 14, 2001 - I won't
get that little dog. I will wait a couple more years. It is the best, I am glad
Jeff is firm and holds me back at times. I think we all need that from someone
once in awhile. I have been watching a lot of HGTV lately. I just love to make
things and that show has a lot of ideas and teaches you different ways to make
things. Watching it gave me a great idea of how to decorate my bedroom. It's
going to take time to get the things to decorate it with since I am saving for
taxes and all that. My bedroom looks kind of bare at the moment. I ran on my
treadmill for 30 minutes yesterday. I then cleaned my house then did my Show at
5pm EST. I studied a little of my Spanish later on. Today I did my show at noon
then worked on the computer most of the day it seemed. I have been studying
Spanish all night. If you see some of my website with Spanish wrighting by some
of my sentences don't pay attention to it, it's for my benefit so I'll remember
my Spanish. I work on here every day and I need to remember and that is a very
good way to remember things. I have little post it notes in spanish all over my
house now.
Friday October 12, 2001 - I'm
really really trying hard! I would like to adopt this French Bulldog puppy and
Jeff said it was up to me. Well today I decided to get her and he then tries to
talk me out of it. Little brat. I feel like being a rebellious teenager. Which I
wouldn't! I got up at 7am this morning, couldn't sleep any longer. The new guy
we hired to put Fertilizer in the yard came around 7:30am and did our lawn and
sprayed for some kind of scales that was on our plants. After he left I ran on
my treadmill for 30 minutes. I took a shower and got ready for my show I had at
noon. At 2pm I went and trained legs at the gym with Angie. She got my Order in
which was a pair of Otomix "The Ultimate Trainer" Shoes and Fitness Stripe
Pants.I got home and ate a
little then got fucked so good by Jeff. Ahh man.. To bad I couldn't use that to
somehow get my puppy!! I know, I know grow up, 3 is a crowd and all that.
I love my dogs and want a little Girl Frenchie. Ho Hum... Gosh. Geez man. I want
to write this lady back and tell her I want her. I sit here and stare at this
darn email. I can't seem to delete it! I don't want to delete it. Geeeezz! I've
got to figure out a way.
Thursday October 11 , 2001 - I got
up this morning and ran on my treadmill for 20 minutes. I jumped in the shower
after that and worked on my computer a bit and also made some minor changes to
this diary. I really didn't do a whole lot, other then that. I surfed the net
for a bit and put some more Pro tan on, so when I flex during my shows I look a
little more cut. My show tonight went ok. I had fun. We went out to eat and I
had Chicken Pasta. It was a great meal and I didn't eat all that much but I
still feel a little heavy from eating it. Jeff took some pictures of me tonight
during my show as I was flexing and I thought I'd post one of them.
Tonight. I called my Grandma today and talked to her for a few minutes. I
haven't talked to her since before I moved here. She acted strange. Maybe
because I haven't called in so long. Who knows.
Wednesday October 10, 2001 - I got
up and made Dog Food first thing this morning, I then mailed a couple mouse pads
off. When I returned from doing that I ran on my Treadmill for 15 minutes. I
worked out with Angie at 2pm then came home and worked on the computer for a
bit. We went to the grocery store so I could pick up some more meat to make more
Snitzle. I made that when we returned then took a shower to get ready for class.
I laid down and took a nap for a half hour then finished getting ready. I went
to my Sewing class and had a good time. We start to sew next week so I need to
go pick up a Design and some fabric from the Craft store before next Wednesday.
I'm a little excited about that. We learned to take Measurements in class today.
My Measurements are looking pretty good! I was a 36" Chest, 25 5/8" in
Waist, and 37 7/8" in hips. I didn't think that was to bad.
Tuesday October 9, 2001 - I didn't
go to bed till late last night. I had to make a couple mouse pads and I had
Spanish Class till 9pm. I stayed up till around 1am then made myself stop
working and go to bed. I had a 10:30am appointment with my trainer Angie so I
had to get up fairly early to eat and get ready. Then I had to stop and mail the
mouse pads off on the way home from the gym. As soon as I got home I had to eat
then do my show. By the end of the show today I was about exhausted so I took a
nap but didn't really get to sleep. I ate pretty good all day then tonight I had
some Snitzle that I made then a chocolate donut. I was bad and I feel like crap
because of it.. But hey, we all need it once in awhile. We did a lot of lunges
today and a variety Circuit kind of workout. I got my mouse pad order page up
last night as well so I was busy working on that. I need to work on it more but
I'm really tired tonight. I need to study my Spanish to. I got 40 out of 51
right on the test and the only reason I got the others wrong is because I got
the "ie" mixed up on a few of the words. Errrr.
Monday October 8, 2001 - With
another case of Anthrax believed to be around here I am starting to think maybe
I should stay home until they know if others are sick that don't know they have
it. That shit has a 100% death rate.
Sunday October 7, 2001 - I got up
this morning and I now weigh 135 pounds!! Such a relief. I ran on the treadmill
around 11am this morning after my shower. I ran an extra 15 minutes at 3pm so I
ran a total of 45 minutes. I'm
thinking about starting to make and selling my Own Custom made Mouse pads. I can
just about do anything. As long as it's a pretty high quality Image I can make
it. You could pick any image you wanted to make into a mouse pad and if you
wanted anything Additional on it like writing etc I could do it. They would cost
around $15 Dollars (that would include the shipping as soon as I find out on
Monday how much the shipping is on a mouse pad). Do you all think that would be
good to do? I could even have one set Graphic for Land of Venus for those of you
who just wanted to buy a Land of Venus mouse pad. The Standard Graphic would
cost less (around $12 which includes shipping).. Let me know if you like this
sample or should I have workout gear.. Sample Pad.
Saturday October 6, 2001 - I've
been a bit busy the past two days. I had a show at noon yesterday and right
after that I had to go workout with Angie (my trainer). Man we did one hell of a
leg and shoulder workout. I got home and we left for the store to pick up a few
things to eat since My fridge was bare, except for egg whites! yuk, can't stand
those every meal. I made myself something to eat when I got back and scarffed
that down in 5 seconds. I always eat fast. I put on Pro Tan after I feed the
boys and laid down for ten minutes. I am dark now! I have been making mouse pads
since late last night. I help the rescue and donated some to them to help with
fund raising. This morning I got up took a shower then ran on my treadmill for
30 minutes. I had to wash the excess tanning stuff off me. I made egg whites and
potatoes for breakfast. The lawn guy came and did our lawn work while I was
cooling down on the treadmill. Besides doing my show I was kind of lazy today.
Thursday October 4, 2001 -
Does anyone read my message board? If not then please do since I post any
updates I make to my website on it. Gosh, I feel so alone in Cyberspace! I'M IN
NEED OF HUMAN CONTACT. Well I'll post another picture Jeff took of me today.
I'll call it fresh from the Shower. Angie who I
talk to online (not my trainer) had her baby yesterday!! A 8 pound baby girl!!
Next week I'll be working out with my Trainer Angie 4 days instead of 3. I've
been running on my Treadmill Every morning this week. From around 10-10:30am
Eastern Time. So if you want to catch me on cam doing that you can. I had my
first Sewing class last night. How fun. I learned the parts of the machine and
how to set the thread and all that good stuff. Also how to sew in straight and
wavy lines.
Tuesday October 2, 2001 - I got up
and ran on my treadmill first thing this morning. I ran over to the store after
my shower and picked up a few things for lunch. I ate Tomato soup with a grilled
cheese sandwich. I was studying my Spanish for a couple hours today. I know
numbers 0-29 and my days of the week. Don't mean I can pronounce them correctly.
Jeff took a few pictures of me during my show tonight and I can tell having her
train me is helping my body in a good way. Here is the picture from tonight
Oct 2, 1001. The lighting is awful in those pictures so
it don't really flatter my complexion. I had my show at nine pm.
Monday October 1, 2001 - I couldn't
get out of bed today. Talk about an effort. Thank goodness I have Angie training
me or I'd have never made it to the gym. When I got home I ate then walked up to
the little produce stand up the street and bought some sweet potatoes for the
dogs food. I then made the dogs food then laid down and sleep another hour. I
have my first Spanish class tonight.
