Nov-Dec 02
Sunday Dec 29, 2002
8:46pm
I added some New Pictures and Video clips to the Members area again this weekend, today.. Besides that and working on the computer I didn't do much else. I had to finish up an exam I had to do for my Realtor class that I had missed. I have to turn it in tomorrow. I have been Walking in the evening, every night. Last night we walked 4 miles. I am wanting to get a horse Later this year, I bided on a saddle on ebay. They have boarding Stable about two miles down the road from me. I am going to Barrel race. I would like to end up doing hunter events but I'll take it one step at a time. I've wanted a horse all my life. I use to ride when I was younger and whenever I get the chance but that isn't very often since I don't know anyone here with a horse. I'd like to get a Quarter Horse. We'll see in several months.
Friday Dec 27, 2002
3:06 pm
My Mom got Jeff a Very nice electric razor for Christmas. He's been wanting one, we just never get it. I got some great face washes and creams, Fabulous! She also got us some candy, yum.. Jeff's Mom and Dad sent us some Caramel coated popcorn. Yesterday Macy's and J.C Penney were having sales and I got three pair of Dress pants and 3 very nice Macy's tops, 3 pair of dress socks, pair of dress shoes all under $100 bucks. And it's dress clothing for Work and stuff. Bargain city! I went to bed around 10pm last night. Do you have any idea how long I sleep? Guess not.. I got up for about an hour at 8am to feed the boys, I then went back to bed till almost Noon! Geez, I hate sleeping that long. I went to a plant store this morning and got some Fertilizer for the grass in the back yard, it should be turning from yellow to green in a couple weeks. I then went to the store and got Grocery's. I have a show at 7pm PST tonight.
Tuesday Dec 24, 2002
10:04am
I hope everyone has a wonderful Christmas and a better New Year then all the one's before.:) I went over to a friend of mine who I meet when I sold her a female French Bulldog a couple years ago. We had a French Bulldog get together, her female recently had puppies and I got to see them a couple weeks ago. They are so precious. I need to go buy all the boys gifts today at PetCo.. My show last night was fun, everyone is in a nice wonderful mode.
Saturday Dec 21, 2002
7:52pm
Geez, I suck at sewing! I am trying to hem the bottom of Jeff's pants. They are going to look very zig zag..
Friday Dec 20, 2002
10:57pm
Now that I don't have classes everyday I'll be going to Aerobics classes 3 days out of the week then working out here at home on my gym equipment. I feel like a Krispy Kreme kind of muffin babe! It don't help eating like I'm trying to win a Pillsbury dough girl contest! It's very hard to go to class and try to get to the gym, my priority is my family and animals then the gym. Usually I had to much studying to do and my Bookie and Nemo to attend to before I go to bed. Not enough time in the day! Plus, I really need a good nine hours of sleep to be able to wake up, no joke. I just need a little more sleep then most.. I don't put stuff like the gym in front of the important things in life. The gym will be there tomorrow, the living things in life are the one's that can die or some hideous thing like that. I have been a little depressed the past few nights, after I lay down and look up into the dark of the ceiling. It's all eventually winding down to an end. I get real scared thinking like that to...
6:32pm
I passed!!! Actually I wish I would have gotten a better score then an 82% but at least the Major studying is over. I'm going to focus on getting all those math problems worked. I take a Cram course on the 11th then I'll take my State and National Exams. I took this Photo of Bookie and Barty in bed the other day. Aren't they adorable! Bookie and Barty.. If I don't see some of you during my shows this coming week, have a Merry Christmas!!
Thursday Dec 19, 2002
5:25pm
Anyone know what I use to hang Christmas lights with on the outside of the house? If you know how and what to hang them with write me ASAP, please... One more night of studying then I will be out of class, I still will have to study, just not as much.
Tuesday Dec 17, 2002
7:12pm
I'll be Posting a new Show Schedule for me sometime tomorrow, so keep a lookout. This week is the Law part of the course so I need to study tonight. I don't feel like I had a day today! Where did the time go?
Monday Dec 16, 2002
7:23pm
I have to go study now. My car tire went flat today, I'm glad I had the sense to take Jeff's truck. After this week I won't have any more classes. So more shows from Me. Before I go here are two photo's I got of Barty tonight! Pic 1 and Pic 2
Sunday Dec 15, 2002
7:11am
I have 3more chapters I have to get done by tomorrow. So I'll be at my desk studying all day. Except for my show at 2pm EST.. After my show last night I gave Bookie and Nemo a bath, they are clean boys now. One more week of school. I am not taking the national test until the beginning of Jan. I want a couple extra weeks to go back over the book before I take it. Especially those math chapters. It's not hard math, It's just figuring out how to work the problem. I"m taking a cram course before the exam, it's a full day and they review all of it again.
Saturday Dec 14, 2002
7:38am
I just had to post this picture I got of the boys when Ariel was here. They are getting along very well and barty is starting to think he's a dog. Well maybe he all ready thought that since he likes to use that mouth.:)
Friday Dec 13, 2002
10pm
I was in school till 3pm today. I didn't have time to do much but study and take a nap. When Ariel was here she showed me how to make Kempshi (sp?) again. I knew a long time ago but forgot, I love that stuff!! I put it over rice and mix it all up. To make the Kempshi you shred a big cucumber into a bowl then put it in a strainer and put a bunch of salt over it to make the liquid drain out. Add about 3/4 cup of white vinegar (while the cucumber is draining) to a bowl and about a tablespoon or less of Sesame oil. Sprinkle Crushed red pepper on top of the Vinegar and sesame oil until it is floating and covers the top pretty good, a tablespoon or three of soy sauce also, a pinch of garlic.. Then add the cucumber and cut up a carrot and add it also, mix well. Add this on top of rice after it sits for 20 minutes or more, make sure you stir it every five minutes or so.. Don't wash the salt off! Leave the salt on the cucumber when you mix. I let it sit for a day or two in the fridge.. Warning, if you don't like hot or spicy food then you won't like this. After I eat this on rice I can feel the steam coming out of my ears.;) It's so good.
Thursday Dec 12, 2002
8:00pm
It's so lonely without Ariel! She just called and made it back to Finland. I want to try to go visit her this summer. I will call her later so I can talk to her about computer and stuff like that. We'll Ariel has motivated me, I started walking/jogging like we were doing when she was here. Thanks Ariel!:) Not much else happening since she left back for home Yesterday. I went to school today but this is my second day my body was still trying to recover from the hangover. I was sooo very tired!
Wednesday Dec 11, 2002
10:25pm
Here is a photo of Barty! He has gotten a lot friendlier and loving, no more bites. He does bite a lot though, I don't think I ever seen a cat that likes to do that. Here is a photo of Ariel and me before we went out to club RA on Saturday Night..
1:56pm
Ariel left today. We dropped her off at the Airport at 9:30am this morning. I think we've both have changed in the last five years. But not in a bad way. I got so drunk during our show last night! We used a strap on dildo and everything. Thank god we were done and off camera when I started getting sick. I wasn't really able to walk when I got up this morning, I had to lay down. I just hope Ariel had fun and I wasn't to very boring. I don't party all that much and I know her and her husband go out a lot. We did go out to club Ra in the Luxor on Saturday night. It was ok, the music sucked. I didn't study one lick while she was here so now I'm so very behind. I all ready have an interview for when I finish my exams.
Saturday Dec 07, 2002
6:40pm
Since Ariel is taking a nap I figured I'd write real quick. I took her to the Forum Shops in Ceasers Palace yesterday then we went to the Bolivard mall. After that we returned home and it was Just getting Dark. So we had a whole day of shopping. Today we went to Wall-Mart and stopped by a pet store. I think if we are feeling good after the online Show we are putting on at 8pm PST, we may go out to a club dancing. Depends on how we are feeling. I bought a pair of Jeans and a shirt yesterday in J.C. Penny. Today I bought a couple of Night Gowns at Wall Mart, also some apples. She loves shopping in the places here in America since some things are a lot cheaper. She bought a whole bunch of Supplements to take back with her. She helps motivate me. She is such a healthy and slim women! I wish I could stick with my good healthy eating plan as well as she does. Since she is here she has relaxed a bit on her eating since I've been making her eat pasta and good stuff.:)
Wednesday Dec 4, 2002
I picked up the kitten. Between last night and this morning I have gotten bitten 3 times. I suppose that serves me right for trying to give it a bath when it's in a whole new environment. I had to put it in the kitty room for a time out so I could give myself some time to get over the pain of it biting me this morning! It's ok if your petting and holding him, just don't do anything to make him lose his temper! My lord, I never had a tame cat bite me.
Monday Dec 2, 2002
5:31pm
I am busy getting my studying done for the rest of the week. Ariel will be here Thursday and I will put more shows on the schedule when she gets here. I just want to see when a good time for her is that way we can have some nice long shows without me having to study while she is here. So between now and Thursday I'm going to pack the studying in.
Saturday Nov 30, 2002
9:04pm
I get to pick up my kitten tomorrow. Can't wait to see him in person. I'll have to watch Bookie and Nemo.
Thursday Nov 29, 2002
6:51am
This course is helping me expand my Vocabulary. I am understanding stuff that I didn't when I bought my Home. I studied for a good six hours yesterday.
Wednesday Nov 28, 2002
1:02pm
It looks like rain tomorrow and Saturday between here and California so I'm not sure if I'll be able to pick up the kitten. I may just have to wait till next weekend, then Ariel could fly there with us.:) I'm naming Him Bartholomew, Barty for short. Would you like to know how to prounce that? "Bar thol' o mu"
7:57am
I am doing lots of studying! After my class yesterday I got my nails done at the Nail place beside it. They did a pretty good job. I received the CD Tonetone made for me, thanks tone!! He made a really great cover for the cd that had my pictures on it and his inside, it really looked like it was made by the Music Company. Oh yea, Happy Thanksgiving America! I get to pick up my kitty this weekend. I received the cat tree I bought for him. It's a piece of shit. I am going to the company's website and complain! I am not one to easily displease either. It's wobbly and not made very well. I spent 2 and a half hours putting it together last night. Since I got these Nails on my hands I just about jammed my finger nails about 20 times while I was doing it. It's wasn't because I was afraid they would get broke, it was because it feels like I tore the nail off and it fucking hurts like the nail bed ripped off! So by the time the tree was together I was fuming! I just wanted to scream and tear something apart. I called my Mom this morning and wished her a Happy Thanksgiving, also my brother.
Tuesday Nov 26, 2002
8:12pm
I've been busy studying and trying to figure out Math Problems. So I probably won't be doing much writing in the diary during the week while I'm in class, I have to study and do my regular Scheduled shows so I'm not sure how often I'll be updating the diary this month with all this studying I have to do. It's a lot of information in 4 weeks. I want to try to work in a couple of Aerobics classes a week but I'm not sure I'll be able to till this class is over. The only time I'll make time is when Ariel comes to visit. I may take off a couple days of class with the Teachers permission. I am going to try to get that whole weeks Courses done before she gets here.
Sunday Nov 24, 2002
12:58pm
Does anyone know how to make Green Beans without adding fat to them? I am so tired of the frozen green beans I eat for veggies and I don't know what to add to make them better or carrots either. I am on this diet and doing very well. I did eat a Hamburger from Wendy's the other night but besides that I am doing great. I am sticking to this diet and I feel good. So I am very happy. I talked with Ariel today, she is getting ready for her trip here. I have a show today in just a couple hours now. I start school tomorrow, just 4 hours a day several days a week. Can you email me if you can't hear the sound file that is on this page? I worked on the page I made for Tonetone and the sound files he's made for me, yesterday morning. What a fun thing! I put my treadmill back downstairs so I can run on it every night. Since I will be taking classes I won't have the time to go to Aerobics so I'll run on the treadmill and lift here during my shows.
Friday Nov 22, 2002
8:10pm
Tonetone the Landofvenus DJ made this Wav file for my diary, that man cracks me up!
8:00am
I lost about 4 pounds. I hope I can keep this up. I did slip up last night but only with some Frozen Yogurt. Not Major or anything. I start anew today. I would have made it if it weren't for Jeff waking me at 1:00am. Not his fault though. I can't wait for Ariel to get here.
Thursday Nov 21, 2002
7:25am
I bought a Male Exotic Shorthair kitten. I don't get him till after Thanksgiving. Another day of eating healthy.:)
Wednesday Nov 20, 2002
5:00pm
My Diet has had No slips so far. God, help me through the night tonight. :) I eat six meals a day, two of those I drink a meal replacment drink and then two at night are just protein only.
Tuesday Nov 19, 2002
6:43pm
I got some Video clips of Billie and Pictures also. They are really nice so you'll like them a lot. I am doing good on my diet. I need to suffer through tonight and one more night then I hope it gets a little easier for me. It seemed like it use to after the 3rd day as my stomach shrunk, all that clean food! It's not to bad right now but around 10pm when I feel like I'm hungry I'll have to down a protein shake to make me feel good enough to fall asleep. I'm not dwelling on it since I am determined to look real HOT for the Photo's with Ariel, we'll be the bomb!
Monday Nov 18, 2002
4:58pm
I went to the Local Animal Shelter here today and they have soo many Dogs and Cats. They were rude to. I was going to adopt this kitten but they shoved papers in my hands and told me to take a numer and the cat would probably get sick since the kitten was in the back! I threw the paper away and walked out. I don't want to endanger my dogs to illness. That is suppose to be the SPCA! When did they get opposed to adoption? Maybe they just lie about it all and want our donations to kill all they can! Dewey Animal Shelter Sucks big time, and they need some ATTITUDE ADJUSTMENTS. What did I ask them? I said, "I would like to adopt one of the kittens in the Cat area" that's all. I was very nice and they were so very rude about it. If I had to be a dog or cat I'd want to die to, that is why some of those Cats looks like the life has went out of them.
1:42pm
I started dieting down a little as of today. I want to get ready so Ariel and I can take some really nice pictures for you all. I know some of you say I don't need to but I want to. I know for a fact that I've gained about ten pounds of muscle since the competition in 1999, so I won't be as small as I was, a little fuller. I don't want to gain any more. I think the muscle I have is good. I went and did an hour in the gym this morning, I'm tired now so I think I'll go down and take a vitamin.
Sunday Nov 17, 2002
6:33pm
I got back around 1pm today from Visiting my Brother in Arizona. I will have to leave my boys at home next time. We just visited, my brother wanted to drive into phoenix to the Mall but I couldn't since I refuse to leave my dogs in the Hotel room alone. We had a good time. Next time I'll have the pet sitter come over to take care of them. I have some pictures of the trip I'll post. I bought Bookie and Nemo Booster seats for the car a month ago and so I put them in the plane for the trip. Here they are. It's very safe since it attaches to a seat belt and their harness. And they are ohh so comfy! Here is one of me acting silly and taking a picture of myself with bookie alseep in his seat on the ride back home. Here is one of the ground of Goodyear Arizona Airport from 8500 feet.
Friday Nov 15, 2002
9:53pm
Ariel is coming! I'm 100% for sure as of today. The ticket is bought and it's Non refundable, Dec 5- Dec 11 she will be here. We'll do shows!. I get to see my brother this weekend. Can't wait! I had a bunch of errands I had to run this morning. My cable Modem was down till the evening but was up in time for my show. After my show I went downstairs and watched the old show "Pumping Iron" with Arnold in it. Real old Bodybuilding. I sure liked the bodybuilding from back then. They are all friendly, not like today where everyone is so hateful and sore losers. I gave Nemo a bath tonight. He needed that, he acts like he is feeling much better.
Thursday Nov 14, 2002
8:31pm
You know what I'm going to do to my Home after I finish my Realtor exam, probably sometime at the end of 2003. I'm going to do a weekend (or two) project and replace all my cabnets and do my counter tops in the kitchen in Corian with a sink of Corian that don't have seems and is all one with the countertop. All you have to do is read a book and know how to do math! So don't tell me I can't. I watch DIY and HGTV way to much to know I CAN do it.;)
1:39pm
Gosh, Ariel is so back and forth, the women is gonna drive me to drinken! (kidding)... She needs to say yes or no.. I hope she does come but I understand if she does not. I hope she gives me an answer by tomorrow. This Morning I was Positive that she was coming but then a little while later she said she need to talk to her husband before the ticket was bought. I just got done Steam cleaning the living room area and also my bed room (again). Seems like Bookie throws up on the carpet the day after I clean it (every time).. Besides getting to see my Brother this weekend nothing new is happening.
Wednesday Nov 13, 2002
11:07pm
I just added 11 more video clips with more real good penetration close up's in them..
5:44pm
I had my online show earlier. I just ate, around six I'll be leaving to go to aerobics class. I get to see my Brother this weekend! I've been working on the computer a bit, tonight I need to study some more. Last night I watched 24 in Bed then fell asleep. So I didn't get any studying done. Ariel isn't sure yet what days would be best for her to come. She is thinking of Coming from Dec 5-12 but isn't sure yet. We'll see. I hope she can make it. I've been so horny lately. I could have sex all night long and then some.
Tuesday Nov 12, 2002
8:12pm
I went to Wall Mart and picked up Grocery's. While I was there I had to go and look at the Jig Saw's they had. They had a black and decker multi speed for 24 dollars, so I got it! I installed the little interior kitty cat door I got, I installed it in the Laundry room door.
10:13am
I have been studying a lot. I've been reviewing my flash cards also and have learned all three chapters. I have a show tonight so don't forget. I have to go get a few things from the Grocery store today and then clean up the kitchen. I need to clean out the fridge.
Monday Nov 11, 2002
11:48am
Gosh, I need to clean this house!
Sunday Nov 10, 2002
10:46pm
Darn, I need a jig saw, electric. I bought a little pet Safe interior pet door so when I get a cat she/he can access the litter box and so the dogs can't. I promised myself I would only buy something once a week for the house and/or Home Depot kind of stuff. I have to wait.. I have been working out to my workout tapes 5 days last week. So I'm doing good. Although stopping at Krispy Krems tonight didn't help burn those fat cells. I didin't do a darn thing today but wash my dishes and study a little. Oh yea, and update the site some, played with the dogs to.
Saturday Nov 9, 2002
3:02pm
Guess what!? Ariel (My best Friend- Who moved to Finland) is coming!!!! She is staying with me for a week, of course well have a show!! When I first opened my website we did quiet a few two Girl shows and she did some solo shows on here as well. Ah it's going to be Glorious to have her here! If her other Girl Friend comes with her we'll have a 3 girl show, but I don't know if she will come or not. I hope I can drop ten pounds in two to three weeks, I just don't want to look like a plump women standing next to her. :) She probably hasn't aged in the last 5 years either! The women has some good genes, I don't believe she will age.
Friday Nov 8, 2002
12:10pm
I have been working on this computer and stuff like that the past couple days. I have a show tonight. I went and paid for the one month School I'll be attending at the end of the month,. Real Estate School. I have been wanting to learn that kind of stuff for my own Knowledge for awhile now. We've talked about me doing that for a while, I just never set it into action. I like learning so I'll go ahead and get finished with it. It's something I can do if I'm needed without having to go into a full time position. Web hosting and this site take up to much of my time to be able to do anything "Full time".. Plus, there is no way I'm going back to Dancing. With the Smoke killing my lungs in a club I'm not sure if I want to put up with all the crap you have to put up with working in those places. I like dancing, I just don't like all the other stuff that also go along with it. Besides, I'm not going to be young forever. Like they say, "Knowledge is power"..
Thursday Nov 7, 2002
9:15pm
I was sitting here in my cozy little home watching "When we were soldiers". I see the Misery and pain that has happened in the past through this movie. I've built this protective shell for my family and myself. I hope and pray to god every day that a war don't happen in my lifetime, or anytime for anyone that I love, who they love or will eventually love. While I'm safe and secure here, I don't want or like to imagine what bad might be happening in the rest of the world. Instead of watching the news and hearing about what's happening in the Middle east or here at home (all the tragedy!). I turn to, "The Golden Girls" or a happy show. For the Delusion that, Well, that the world is fine. There is no hatred or abuse, no one is being killed in my world. I know that it's all out there though. Would it be so bad to Not have an ego? To have Peace? To not want to prove something? To let everyone believe in what god they choose to believe in? There is so much tragedy. Most of this is plain Stupidity. Madness. There is more of that then Compassion. When I see people acting like they are better then anyone else, I have to shake my head at them. It's to sad that we can't be born with intelligence and knowledge that it's all no point anyway. Changes will be made while our bones and ashes blow away in the wind. No one will care in 10-20 or even 30 years who you or we are. Do they (those who think the world only revolves around one's self) think that people sit around and ahh and Ohh over how "important" an individual may be? I think not. I don't think most of them know what compassion or love stands for. Probably not even commitment.
Wednesday Nov 6, 2002
1:41pm
I have a show at 6pm EST, don't forget. I wasn't feeling so hot yesterday. I just got finished cleaning my kitchen. I'm going to go to aerobics about 8:30pm EST tonight. I called my mom and talked with her, she is doing fine. I ordered her Christmas gift last night and it should be in, in a week or two. I am not going shopping this year. I think I'll order my brother and his family a gift pack from the Swiss company. They have hugh things you can buy that has meat, cheese, chocolat, ginger bread house, all in one. So that is what I'm going to get him and his family. I'm not going all out for christmass. I think I'll decorate but nothing else really, I don't cook very well and when I do cook a BIG meal like that my Kitchen turns into a disaster area. I can't see how some people manage to keep their kitchen in order. I can't. For Thanksgiving dinner we are going to a Casino to eat, like we have done every year while we've lived here. Most likely we'll do the same for Christmass.
Monday Nov 4, 2002
8:48pm
I got the Rods in for my New Tapestry today. I got it hung up. With a little Decor on the Walls my home is getting to look Like someone lives here. Here is a picture I got of my "formal dinning/living room" tonight!
Sunday Nov 3, 2002
8:28pm
I just finished updating this weeks Schedule. I have always loved animals and would like to get an Exotic Shorthair but boy, they either went up in price or they are more expensive on this side of the country. I'm not real sure which. I've found a lady in Vegas who has two for sale. But lord! I don't want to pay that much for a "pet" cat.. Maybe I'll go to the Shelter and see what they have in the way of kittens. I'd get an older cat but they arn't as likely to accept my two dogs. I just have to convince Gizzy he wants one to.:)
Friday Nov 1, 2002
8:39am
I'm so very proud of myself. I've worked out all week except Wednesday. Since there was no Aerobics Classes yesterday I did my Buns of Steel Video tape workout. I'm in shape because it didn't wear me out one bit. When I sit down and feel to lazy, something in my head starts nagging me on, "What else do you have to do today? It's not like you can't sit down later! Get up and do that 30 minute video tape.".. So I've been doing it. If that is what it takes to make you workout, then listen to that little nagging side of the brain.. I did pass out Candy for trick or treat last night. We had fun, Bookie was a Criminal again this year and Nemo was an angel till Bookie tore off his Halo. I took a bunch of pictures but when I went to upload them nothing was showing on the disk!
