MARCH 2000

Saturday March 25, 2000 - I brought Nemo back home today and bookie is going to run all that fat off of him. That little bookie is so puppy deprived that he is running nemo till he is panting. Nemo sure is a fat little guy! Here is another picture I took of Nemo and Bookie Playing today. I am worried I have to much to handle with the puppies but since I have two of them I'm going to stick to a three hour go out to potty kind of schedule instead of doing it continuously. On the way to California yesterday we passed a one car accident and I about cried all the way to LA. There was a man's body that had been thrown from a car and he was laying along side the rode. The police had covered his body and you could see his feet sticking out of the white sheet. That kind of stuff makes you think. I want to protect everyone in my family from death, I know I can't. We had a long drive back. We got of the freeway on the east side of LA to let the puppies out to pee and poo. It wasn't the best place in the world for us to get off at. We got lost in the neighborhood and keep returning to the same place it seemed. We ended up asking a guy who was watering his lawn how to get back onto the freeway and he told us and we finally got back on the freeway after 30 minutes of being lost. Gees! It seemed like it took us forever to get home. After I got home I feed the puppies and had to separate them for a while. Bookie keeps on playing to rough and hard with the other little fella. I'm not sure if I should let him play hard and end up getting into a fight or separate them when they start really fighting. I always brake them up because I don't think they should be fighting or hurting each other. Bookie just gets to excited and bites way to hard! I know, I've been trying to teach him to bite his toys only. I have bite marks on my hands from his baby razor sharp teeth. I always yell, "oweeee!" then give him a toy to bite. I didn't make it for Diana's show today we got home at about 5pm, when the show started. I was way to exhausted to even try to make it over there. I think she was a bit upset but I had to get that trip over with this weekend. 

Thursday March 23, 2000 - I went over to Diana's house for her show last night and got some Pictures of her with my Digital Camera, to put up on her website. We made plans to take a series of pictures of me Saturday so I'll have some new one's for my site also. The Carpet Cleaning company will be here at 2pm today to steam clean the carpet and put carpet protector on it. Guess what? I LEAVE TOMORROW TO GO GET NEMO (new puppy)! I'll actually get him Saturday morning but we are driving to California tomorrow and spending the night and picking him up the next morning. Last night was a bad puppy night. I woke up around 2:30am because I felt bookie trying to get himself back under the covers. Thank god I didn't feel around on the bed! I smelled shit, so I threw the covers off of me and immediately took bookie out to potty. When I returned to the bedroom I looked on the bed and told Gizzy I thought bookie had pottied but I didn't see anything on the bed right away. When I lifted the cover I had thrown off of me, there was the poop! I spent the next half hour with my steam vack steam cleaning my mattress and taking everything down stairs and laundering them. Teaches me for having Bookie sleep with me before he's old enough to hold it. I knew to get up at 2am but I figured he was sleeping and didn't have to go, so I fell back asleep. SHIT!!!! I talked to a girlfriend that use to do shows with me and we made plans to do a two girl show next Thursday at 6pm. Her name is Charlie and she did shows with me about a year ago. I haven't talked to her for so long and was thrilled to hear from her. She has bigger tits now to...:) Oh yea, since I haven't seen girl_pearl around I want to thank her for sending me those facial cleansers and lotions. That was a sweet thing to do girl_pearl. Thank you..

Monday March 20, 2000 - Jeff and I went to the KISS concert Friday night and had a blast. We both had a few drinks that night. Diana was sick all weekend this past weekend so I didn't go over for her shows. Yesterday I got a phone call from the breeder who I'm buying my other French Bulldog puppy from and I get to pick him up on Saturday! God, bookie is going to be so happy! He will be Brindle with a white chest. She had another Breeder wanting to buy my puppy because he is "show" quality. I am thinking about showing him now since he has great potential. I've been waiting for him for so long and the other Breeder wanted to know if she could buy him instead. No way, I've been waiting on him too long. If I decide to show him she is going to hook me up with a few people for "support" and to talk to for advice. She said that dog shows are Political and when a person first starts out showing it's a bit tough without some kind of support team. I hope I'm able to train him good. I'm taking classes with Bookie but since I'll be showing Nemo I'll need a different kind of obedience class. I've been reading a lot about it and there is a lot to do.  My mom is coming to visit me May 9th - 24th. I'm very happy about that. I talked to my brother and he will try to take leave at that time so he and his family can come down and visit also. This will be a great spring. I've been wanting to loose more weight but Shit I'm having trouble. Like everything in life, it takes time.

Tuesday March 14, 2000- I haven't been working out like I should but I have been having to much fun with my Puppy Bookie. Nothing exciting has happened lately I have just been being a home body. Which I really am enjoying. I've been talking with my Mom a lot and miss her. My niece Amanda is going to have a Baby, so is my Sister in law. I'm happy for them if that is what they want. I just really don't think a person should have a kid unless they are financially and mentally (Mature) ready. Life is hard as is. My Sister in Law seems like she wants to stay pregnant. She just had a baby and on top of that, her and my brother are struggling to pay the bills with one child. My brother don't like being married to her. She really is a Bitch. Sometimes I think I should tell her that to her face and maybe she would lighten up. Then again that might put us in battle and I don't want my Brother to half to go through more shit. Sometimes when I talk to her I just want to reach out and strangle her and knock some sense into her little immature head. I keep quiet though. I don't like starting problems in the family, anyone's family. I just clamp down on my tong and walk away. I don't usually talk bad about anyone unless they are messing with my family. Someone sent me this poem today in my E-Mail and I thought I'd post it. It has some very good "advice" that we  could all use once in awhile.

Monday March 13, 2000 - A friend Sent me this mpeg in E-Mail the other day and I just had to post it. I thought it was very .... I'll let you decide.:) I don't want to give it away. lol Here it is Balls

Friday March 10, 2000 - I took bookie to the vet yesterday and they gave him his shot and also microchiped him. Thank goodness they did that stuff in the back where I couldn't see. I heard poor Bookie yelp when they put the microchip in but it was fast and swift so it was only a very fast pain. Not that it makes any difference (pain is pain). He wasn't feeling good at all last night so he sleep with me in bed all night long. When I awoke this morning he was laying against me on his back looking up at me, his little toung sticking far enough out of his mouth to be caught between his lips. When I looked down and said hi he gave me a big lick. What a way to wake up. Thank goodness he is nothing but cute or he might have scared the hell out of me. Anyway, today went so fast that it seem like it was a dream. Jeff and I went to the movies tonight and saw, "Mission to Mars". That was a good movie and more realistic then most of those kind of plots.  I came home tonight and played with Bookie for a little bit but I've had such a bad head ach that I had to lie down. It's Eleven thirty and I am still up with a Really Really bad head ach.. I need to take some asprin or something. I received some AWSOME news today. I talked with the Breeder who i'm buying my other puppy from and she asked me if I would mind taking the puppy earlier then what she had said. I told her "of course!". She will be getting back to me sometime very soon and tell me when Jeff and I can come and pick the little fella up!! Jeff thinks she will want me to pick him up next week or the week after. Thank you god! He is turning 8 weeks old on the 13th, which is three days away. Bookie wants a play buddy so bad that he is trying to play with my cats and they are older and don't want to mess with him. He will be so happy with the other puppy he will probably pee his training pad! I've talked with my mom and she is coming down to visit me in June. I sure can't wait! I also found a Puppy class that I will be attending with Bookie and Nemo (soon to be new puppy). Jeff will be with Nemo and I with Bookie in the same Puppy Class. 

Monday March 6, 2000 - I've been crate training my puppy bookie and he is catching on to why he goes outside pretty well. I'm having a problem with him using the bathroom in his crate though. I make sure everything stays clean. It's like he doesn't care if he sits in  his feces. Maybe the people who breed his litter didn't keep them clean or something. I hope he stops doing that sooner or later (sooner). He don't care if he steps in it and you would think the little guy would try to avoid it the few minutes that it took for me to see it and change out the training pad with a new fresh one. He's had a few accidents on my carpet. I make sure I keep my hoover steam cleaner full at all times right now. I've only had him for two weeks so it will take some time.