June & July 2001
Monday July 30, 2001 - Well the fence company came today and put up the fence. They didn't tell us they were going to attach it to our neighbors fence, now they have to come back next week to finish the other side since that wasn't the original plan.. I don't want it attached to the Neighbors fence since we don't even have permission to do that. As soon as the inspector inspects the fence they did put up, the fence people will come back and do that side of the yard next week.. God it's hard to get people to do a good job and work around here! Serious.. They were suppose to have it done last week and didn't. Florida is a right to work state but nobody wants to execute their rights. I went to the gym today and had a great workout. I love that gym! This was the First time we worked out there and there were a lot of women who workout on a serious level there. Not like the prissy bunch that come in to walk on the treadmill wearing a ton of perfume and makeup.. More like me, they look like they workout (which they do). Its a promising atmosphere. I made some marinated Salmon for dinner and it came out great. Thank god since I fuck up most the things I cook. Unless it's pre packaged.:( I don't think that is really considered cooking though. I have wrinkles under my eyes. I see them. At least I can see them coming.. I know where there going to be when they really do come in.. I need to make a plastic surgery fund for myself so when those wrinkles get full blown I'll be able to go get them tucked in.. I guess I'll save the money I'd buy a puppy with and put it in a mutual fund.. I'll call it the wrinkle defense fund. That is what I calling growing old gracefully. I know it's vain! I really hate vanity.. Really.. Half the time I look like crap anyway with not fixing my hair and all but wrinkles are a different level. I know I'm not old!!!! Shit, I know.. But I see the Genetics' coming on.. Kind of like Cancer, I feel destined to get it.. Everyone else on my mom's side has it.. So did my dad... But I don't smoke or do drugs so I BETTER STAY HEALTHY! Every time I get a stomach ache I start thinking, "Oh no! I waited to long to go get a check up and now the cancer is eating my stomach away!".. God how morbid can I get..
Saturday July 28, 2001 - I arrived back home last night (Friday July 27) at 10:45pm. I went to Kentucky to visit my Mom, Sister, Niece & Nephews. I had a good time. My Family lives in Mead County Kentucky and there isn't much to do out in the country where they live. The fair had started while I was there and my Mom and I went to that two nights while I was there. We took one of those old time photo's together and we dressed up as Inmates behind bars.:) It was a hoot. There was a karaoke (sp?) booth set up and my mom sang three songs on that. She loves to sing...My sister and her guy threw a party that weekend for his birthday and they had a lot of people show up. My sister made some fruit juice and the fruit was soaked in 190 proof so if you ate a couple bites of the fruit you'd be drunk... My mom has a "New" boyfriend. The first night I was there they took me out to a couple bars. She seems to be into the party life again and she's in her 50's.. Kind of scary. Anyway, we went out and her boyfriend was with us and also her girlfriend Linda and Linda's boyfriend.. She took me to the moose lodge then to a bar called "Cedar Grove" and onto a hick ass country place in Mockport Indiana (very close to Mockport anyway) called "Hoosher". I was sitting at the moose lodge when some guy of about 60 or 70 asked if I wanted to smoke a joint. . I acted like I didn't hear him and walked away. I don't believe you should ruin your mind and body with drugs or tobacco.. But that is just me. Talk about one hillbilly place.. It sure is different from city life. The town my mom lives in is very small so wherever I went someone knew me. That actually felt real good.. It's different there. There isn't much to do there so most of them (country folk) drink A LOT... Not very healthy.. I felt good there. Kentucky, with all that good cookin everyone is pretty beefy so I didn't feel all that bad about losing weight..:) But since I am back home it's time to start hitting the gym again. I rented a few movies the last night I was there. My Nieces are my favorite but one of them wasn't there to visit.. I sure wished she (Amanda) would have came so I could have visited her. Frank (my mom's boyfriend) took us out to eat while I was there. The first dinner was at a place called Doe Valley. Which is very beautiful and the restaurant/inn is in a 18th Century distillery. Daniel Boon was there or something like that. It had all antiques and the rooms are suppose to have big feather beds. So I want to go and stay there with Jeff. Great photo opportunity because the stream behind it is just beautiful. The stream/creak has a waterfall. We also went to another restaurant but I can't remember the name.. My mom hinted to me that she wanted to get more email from people and mentioned putting her email address in here so I suppose I will. If anyone wants to write my mom and talk to her like a Penpal or whatever you can email her and talk.. Her e-mail faith51@bbtel.com.. Warning: Mom's can drive you nuts..:)
Wednesday July 18, 2001 - I got my Food that I make for the boys in. Right after I wrote in here yesterday it arrived. I'm glad. We dropped of my car today to get it looked at and the maintenance done on it. I talked Jeff into stopping by the Animal Care and Control with me to see what Dogs they had for Adoption. I could hardly believe it but over half of the dogs were Pit bulls! Purebred to! I think there were around 11 that was up in the adoption kennels and I'm sure there were a dozen more in Quarantine. People really need to stop breeding unless they show their dogs. Most of them will probably be put down and that makes me cry. To bad I can't save them all but that would be very expensive to do. Not only that but most people who own or wants a pit is only getting them for their reputation. Those kind of owners usually don't treat the dogs good and they end up being very mean because of the owners. Fucking humans! It's our fault, we are the only one's to blame for stupidity. There was one little pit that looked like someone had starved him and he came up to me, sweet as could be. The way he/she held his head down makes me think he was hit a lot.. God I'd like to go slap that person (dogs ex owner) senseless! Then I'd lock that damn owner up and starve him! Nothing pisses me off more then abuse.
Tuesday July 17, 2001 - Damn.. I had to go buy some Science Diet sensitive stomach for Bookie and Nemo Yesterday at Pet Smart. The food I usually make and bake for them didn't come in the mail yet. I hope it gets here by tomorrow because I'm down to the last servings of the food I make. I don't like giving them the crap you buy from the markets or pet markets. The lady from the Basil Street Gallery wrote and they will be sending our lamps and clock this week. Faster then I thought. I really can't wait to get them. I have been reading a book and just finished it last night. We have been going jogging every evening. It was a hard run last night since I felt so heavy. I haven't been up to much.
Friday July 13, 2001 - Jeff and I went out to the Olive Garden for our Anniversary dinner this evening. For a Gift for the both of us we splurged a little and bought a clock and 2 lamps from Basil Street Gallery. They should be here with in three weeks. You can click on the clock or lamp and see them. I saved the picture so I could post them and show them off a little. Since I never have any visitors over, you all can view them.:) I had to make another batch of dog food today so this morning I went to Publix and bough a few pounds of Ground Chicken so I could make up a batch. Which I did around 3pm. We also stopped by an Exotic clothing store and looked around but I didn't want to get anything since we did spend more then I'd like to admit on the lamps and clock. Last night we stopped in at Home Depot and I got a Thresh Hold attachment for the front door to seal it. The bottom half of the door had about an inch gap and was making it drafty. I fixed it though! Yipeee, I finally did something right the first time.. I also got a garden hose Holder thingy for my outdoor hose.
Wednesday July 11, 2001 - Geez, I feel descusting! I think I've gained like four pounds this week. From now till I leave for my moms I'm going to eat better and cut all the sweets out of my diet.
Tuesday July 10, 2001 - I'm reading a good book so I've been doing a lot of that the past couple days. I got my hair Trimmed today. Well, more like cut. My hair is barely touching my shoulders but it will grow. I went to the store after I seen a News reports on Saint John's Wort. They say it helps with depression and all that good stuff. I would rather take something Natural and see how it works. I also bought some vitamins. I only bought two things and it almost cost me twenty bucks. Talking about expensive Vitamins. Did I tell you Jeff bought a DVD player for the big Screen over the weekend? He did. Tonight we rented a few DVD's and they are so much better then tape. The sound is awsom on them. I think we are going to get a Membership at the local gym near us but I am really not into it right now. I'd rather..... Hmm... sit on my ass.. Yea. At least tonight anyway.
Sunday July 8, 2001 - On July 13 is Jeff and my 9th Anniversary. This year it falls on a Friday so it's Friday the 13th.:) Yes, Yes, that means I got married at the ripe old age of 18. Maybe we'll go horse back riding for the special occasion. I think that is one of the most romantic things to do with your lover. Horse back riding. Don't know why but it is. After my show today we went to the Mall but it wasn't very fun. I don't like spending money like that so we grabbed a bite to eat and left. I don't need anything. I just got done putting the batch of dog food in the oven. Bookie wanted some of the ice cream I was eating so bad that he jumped off a chair and didn't make it all the way and fail straight back on his back. I thought he hurt himself because he wouldn't stand on his back legs at first.. Thank god he was ok.. I have to watch him or he does some of the craziest things.. He's a fat little guy so he's not all that flexable to be falling.. I was talking to Girl peal in my chat room and we are going to get on here tomorrow night and chat and have a few drinks together. I'm bored to tears lately.. I don't know what to do with myself but yet I don't really want to do anything (go figure)...
Friday July 6, 2001 - We went downtown and window shopped today. Got a Banana and strawberry smoothie while we were at it.
Thursday July 5, 2001 - I was tired for a long while today. I took Bookie and Nemo in for their second Vaccinations for Tracheobronchitis. Now that is the last of them till next year. Bookie didn't have a reaction this time. I think he did last time because they gave them him several different kinds at once. I won't do that to him again. Poor guy. They are both tired tonight but doing well. I moped my floors and made Snitzle (SP?) (German Dish) tonight also. First time I've cook an actual meal in sooo long! Praise the lord! My Show on the Video went well. All though I got disconnected a few times! After my Show Jeff and I went for a jog. I am feeling myself pick up speed now.
Wednesday July 4, 2001 - Happy 4th of July! Damn this year is flying by. Way to fast. I go visit my mom for a few days at the end of this month. I have no clue what I'm going to do today. I never did go get my Drivers License for the State of Florida Yesterday. I guess Thursday I will need to. We went and saw the movie AI today. I was crying a little at the end.. Actually I was barely holding myself together. I tried to think of other things until I got to the bathroom and once I was in the stall I was balling my eyes out. More like weeping. The kind of Weeping where your breath hitches and you can't stop crying. I'm not sure if it was the movie or me. I always have this meaning of life issue so I think it was a combination of the movie and that. The movie is long but I think it's worth it. Jeff said it was ok. I balled my eyes out. I almost lost it on the way to the truck when we were leaving to, but I read a newspaper once we got in to distract myself. Jeff don't seem to have an ounce of compassion in him today. So distant. Not sure what is up with that.
Tuesday July 3, 2001 - Today I need to go and get a New Drivers License. We tried yesterday but they were closed. Figured I delete my morbid thoughts.:)
Monday July 2, 2001 - What a great weekend. I am having 5 shows a week since I am in my own home. Saturday and Sundays I have shows at Noon so people who are in Europe can catch a couple. Tim sent me a Very Beautiful see through dress for my Birthday and I just want to thank him again. I just love it. The tape is awesome to. It's a tape with a Variety of music on it. We have got just about everything unpacked now. It's been a long time since I've had everything unpacked like this. To long. That is about all I have been doing is unpacking and we also did a couple photo sessions this weekend and today. I didn't like the photo's to well but hopefully we'll have better one's. We have been going jogging every evening.. 1 mile so far. hopefully by next week we'll be going 2 miles.
Saturday June 30, 2001 - We got the last load from the Rental home yesterday. I am glad to wipe my hands clean of that home. It needs work, and who ever did the decorating needs to stop doing that as a hobby! I don't think I had one piece of furniture that looked good in that home. I think the decorating made everything look bad. This home we just bought is so.... perfect. I'm in love with it overall. I went to Lowes again last night and bought two lamps. One for our bedroom (frogs dancing)lamp, also one for my reading room. It looks like it matches all the wood and is about 4 1/2 foot high so you can turn it on if your sitting down. It's not wood it's bronze but it still has the same look as the wood, the same color to. I did my show from noon till 2pm today, since I had a bit of a schedule mix up I did two hours to be on at the times my two different schedules had me on at... It was fun and I am dressing up in all my dance wear clothes again, since I have everything unpacked. I plan to stay put and not move till .....I'm hoping never again. We are going to go jogging tonight. There are some weird people in my neighborhood but who isn't?... I like it though. I'd rather be around weird then nibby hypocrites. A lot of people here are old. The guy across the street is so old I think he might not be around to much longer. The lady that had owned this house before this last guy had passed away. My plan is to pay this home off in the next 5 years. I'd hate to have to be stuck with the damn Intrest that bank charges if I were to pay it off as planned!
Thursday June 28, 2001- We Finally moved on Monday after we got to our New home and found that our DSL Lines were working! We moved all day and by 10pm that night I was so exhausted and sore that I felt like a mummy. Tuesday was my Birthday and Jeff got me a very touching card. We went out to a outside Teke kind of bar down the street and had a drink and a snack as a little birthday thing. It reminded me of a Jamaica bar or something, kind of ran down but nice. I loved it, they played rock music on the overhead and it was my type of place. I have been unpacking for the last few days and I don't have enough closet space in this house. My one car garage is filled up to the max.
Monday June 25, 2001 - I'm 26, I'm 26, I'm 26, I'm 26, I'm 26, feels so great to be 26 years old. At least I'm trying to remember being 26.:) Tomorrow is B day. I'M STILL 26, I'M STILL 26, I'M STILL 26, I'M STILL 26, I'M STILL 26, I'M STILL 26, I'M STILL 26. I want today to last a few years. Someone wrote me and said that they liked tuning thirty although he didn't know it at the time, he was Delusional.. Hmm, I figure If I'm delusional now I'll be pretty messed up by the time I get to 30. I need a couple years worth of Zoloft. What bothers me? I can clearly remember when I was fifteen saying, "Wow, 25 is like old"... Did I actually think that!? Yes.. Sad to say. Not that I think I'm old or anything because I'm far from it. But man, I was 15 yesterday! That is what it feels like anyway.
Sunday June 24, 2001 - Man there are a lot of "sex" sites on the net. I remember when there were only 3 of us "Amateur type" websites and I was the only one who was doing strip shows. Those were the days! I think there is about a million now. Besides that, I didn't do any painting during my show last night because I forgot that I had all ready taken it over to my new home. So I'll have to wait till my Wednesday show when we are hopefully moved in. I'm starting to run a mile everyday then lift weights. Since we bought the home I haven't been doing a good job at getting there. In a couple weeks when I pick up speed I'll run 2 miles. I made another batch of Dog Food after I got home from the gym yesterday. Hopefully that will be the last batch till we get moved. I need to go to the Adult store today and get a new Clit Vibrating Dildo and something sexy to wear for my show. Doing shows keep me on track with working out so as soon as are moved I will be doing 4-5 a week again. Right now I'm doing 3 like everyone but I'm not everyone. We are praying that the DSL line will be up on Monday so that we can move. It's suppose to be but they aren't always on time. I'm very skeptical and will be thankful if they do have it up and working Monday. I feel like such a spoiled brat that I really need to quit. Jeff promised I could have one more dog but not till the end of July when we had some money saved and the fence around our new home etc... Then he asked me what I wanted for my birthday, lol.. Only an English or French bulldog puppy! They are expensive I realize and we do need to save the money.:( I'll be patient (at least I'll try real hard)..
Saturday June 23, 2001 - I think I'll paint my body again for my show tonight. I haven't did that in so long. I went to the gym at 3pm and ran on the treadmill and did squats, that sure made me feel better.
Friday June 22, 2001- I'm still 26, I'm still 26, I'm still 26, I'm still 26, I'm still 26, it sure feels good to be 26. I'm not looking forward to my birthday in 4 DAYS!! Today is a day of boredom for me. I had to put Bookie back in his crate again tonight. I haven't put him in his crate for bad behavior since the end of last year. He has pissed on the carpet three times since yesterday. I told him no all three times then when I found he did it a third time tonight I brought out the crate and had him get in. I'll take him out every couple hours to remind him where he need to be using the bathroom. I don't think he's sick so we'll see if he will learn from being treated like a puppy and "re-train" him again. I can't look at him or he makes me feel sorry for him and I refuse to do that. I have been eating like a pig who has starved.. Man, I need to get a grip on everything. If it's not cup cakes it's something else.. I hate when I do this. I eat for comfort and once I start eating it's hard to cut the sweets. I sure hope I get back to my old self sometime. I need to do cardio tonight which I probably will since I haven't been able to fall asleep in my own bed for several nights (couple weeks actually). I've been falling asleep on the couch. I almost want to think someone is trying to haunt my brain. I can't stop thinking of "the end", "death", then I get scared to death and have to watch TV or something and end up falling asleep on my couch. How insane I feel at nights sometimes. I'll turn over and say things to Jeff in the middle of the night like, "please never leave me in death, don't die on me" He just looks at me and says he's not going to die and leave me. It's not like how I use to think of dying. I'm obsessed and It's like I can see death and I don't want it! Talking about making me go gray before my time! It's only at night time really. How Odd. I think it's odd anyway! I'm having a good day though, even if I don't sound like it.:)
Thursday June 21, 2001 - OMG, I was watching the news and seen the story in Texas about the lady killing her 5 Children!!!! How Insane and Heartless! I don't care but everyone gets depressed. Killing anything for anything is just so wrong.. Here are some little thoughts about life:
This journey along the
unmarked map of life
Why have I been given this privilege
What lessons am I to learn?
Why am I here?
What do I want to see when I look back at my life
What do I want to see when I look into myself
What would make my life worthwhile?
Is it a chance - a fluke - I am alive because of
an act of nature?
Or is it fate.. directed.. with purpose..
Who is God?
Where is God?
If you were God.. where would we find you?
Hidden away in some church if you happen upon the right one
Or available and waiting.. inside of us already?
What is religion, but man's attempt to bend the laws to what they want them to mean
to justify themselves
Religion divides
and distorts the word of god
who's voice can only be heard when one is silent
God would not hide away.. the great mystery
Look inside,.. He or She is there
Universal consciousness.. eternal love
What is life if it is not for love?
What is God, if not love?
Two forces in the world.. Love, and Hate
Compassion, and cruelty
Forgiveness, and judgment
Love.. is never wrong
Man has made it wrong by judging others
but Love is NEVER Wrong
What do I want to look back and see
Money, a nice home, and lots of possessions
Or happy children.. true friends..
Love
Everything in life is an obstacle to test us
to show us how to love
to learn to love not only others.. but ourselves
Love gives as much, or more, as it takes
but you can not get something from nothing
You can not give love if you don't already have it
for yourself
I feel strong and brave and happy
when I feel loved
Take that away.. and the crying child within me
the motherless and crying baby within me
feels lost.. abandoned.. terrified..
But if I let her need lead me in my relationships with others.. I will never be fulfilled
I think I am fulfilled.. but then when my world shakes and my love is threatened, I find
out how weak I really still am..
Wednesday June 20, 2001 - I miss my Family tonight. I don't think they think of me to much. They are busy and I have a little more time then they do. Days like today I want to put my dogs in the car and drive an take a leave of absence from home for awhile. I could care less about all the Wealth in the world. I wonder in Death do you actually get peace. Peace of mind, body and not any regrets like you build in life.
Tuesday June 19, 2001 - I was having my Nightly Chat with Angie on Yahoo Messenger and she showed me a case on MSNBC about a guy getting convicted of killing a little dog. It's the same case I heard about when I was in Vegas! I was wondering what ever became of it. Here is the Article. I hope he get's put away longer then 3 years though!!!! At the end of the story they said that he was taped talking to his wife from Jail and talking about selling his story and also having a dog kicking contest on a talk show!! That shows he has no heart! I hope they give him an ASS FUCKING CONTEST WHEN HE'S IN PRISON!!!!! I think it's a sad thing that if an Animal kills a person we automatically kill that animal but if we Kill or abuse a beloved animal there is almost no penalty!!!! We are a sorry excuse for a species. Just because we can think don't mean we are any better then our four legged friends.
Monday June 18, 2001 - We went over to our home for a couple hours today, the phone guy came and put in a second jack for our second phone line into our home. Hopefully by the end of this week our DSL will be up and running so we can go ahead and move all the way in. We should have all three of my 24 Hour live Camera's operational again so you can watch me all the time around my home. I am anxious to go ahead and move in. I don't want to be in this rental any longer. We went and saw the movie "Swordfish", it was a good movie. Different. A little far fetched but good. I have to do my shows down in my dinning room/ Kitchen till we move. Since our main room has a mirror along the wall you can see just about everything I do in our New home on the Web cam.
Sunday June 17, 2001 - I have to post this joke since I thought is was funny:
Hairy Butt:
A lawyer is driving in the middle of nowhere and his car breaks down. A farmer comes along and asks what's the problem. Upon learning the problem, the farmer offers the lawyer to stay for the night. That night, when the lawyer is asleep, the farmers wife comes into his room and wants to have sex with him. The lawyer says, "No, You're husband will wake up and catch us." The wife replies, "My husband is a heavy sleeper he won't wake up, I promise." So she takes him to her bedroom where her husband is sleeping buck-ass naked and tells him to pull one of the hairs from his ass. The lawyer does it and the farmer doesn't move. So they go back to the room and fuck.
About 2 hours later, the wife comes back and wants more. The lawyer again says, "you're husband will wake up and catch us." The wife says, "I already told you, he's a heavy sleeper." So she takes him to her bedroom again and he pulls another hair from the farmer's ass and still the farmer doesn't move. So they go have sex again.
It's almost sunrise and the wife comes back and wants to hump once more before her husband wakes up. The lawyer says, "It's almost sunrise, he's probably ready to wake up. "The wife says "I'll show you once more that my husband is a heavy sleeper." So they go back to her room and he pulls another hair from the farmer's ass. Just then, the farmer opens his eyes and says: "Look, you can fuck my wife as many times as you want, but don't use my ass as a scoreboard."
Saturday June 16, 2001 - Last night was stressful since everyone in this house wasn't in a particularly good mood. Today it's a lot better. It's Thundering and lighting out right now so the storms are coming. I went to Lowes and we had to buy a Gas Powered Lawn Mower and also bought a cordless hedge trimmer and Grass Hawg trimmer. Gets more expensive by the moment. They will be putting up a Fence around my yard in 3 weeks so I have to trim the brush back before they do it . I like doing that kind of stuff, Jeff thinks it's a curse from god. I know I contradict myself but sometimes I also don't have any Faith left (when it comes to Believing there is a God). I'm not a Religious person but I do believe in the Good of people and there is possibly someone up there in the Heavens. A least I hope. Don't we all? There don't seem to be anyone home today. I can tell because my Yahoo Instant Messanger Friends are all off line. I haven't been using ICQ because it's been making my computer crash.
Friday June 15, 2001 - Yesterday I got all my Kitten Collection plates hung up at my Home and a lot of other little stuff that needed hung. I also got my Book case shelves in and put all my books away in it. One room is all ready done. It's my "Reading//Tv/Sun Room. Very pretty room to. I have had stuff in Boxes since I moved and I forgot how much stuff (pictures, decorations) I had. I bought all my Kitten Collectors plats when I was around 22. I think I have around 16 plates. Today we need to go over there and at Noon the Garage people will be there to put on our New Garage door. The old one is wood and has a lot of rot in it. I am going mad tonight. What the F...! Meaning of Death. We die and rot in a grave and we don't have a spirit because if we did it would walk around while our body sleep. Sleeping is like dying a little since that is the only thing that is accomplished. I hate myself for just about everything right now. I am so tired of being in the house that I could FUCKING SCREAM! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
I took a couple pictures of the inside of my new home today and here they are, pic 1, pic 2, Pic 3, Pic 4
Thursday June 14, 2001 - The word for the Week is DIET. Man, I have put on a few pounds again because I just like Pancakes to much. I will be over at my Home all day waiting for ADT to come install the security system and also the fence company will be there to take mesurments of the yard and set a date for them to install it. Ok,ok,ok, I bought a couple joke books and was going to put a joke of the Week in here. I like jokes so I thought I'd add Humor to all of our days or weeks.
Punk Parrot Boy
One day an old guy gets on a bus. A few minutes later a punk kid with red, green, and orange hair gets on. The kid notices the old man staring at him. The kid looks at him and says, "What you staring at old man, ain't you ever done anything wild in your time?"
The Old guy replies, "Yeah I fucked a parrot once and I was just wondering if you were my kid?"
Wednesday June 13, 2001 - I'm still 26, I'm still 26, I'm still 26, I'm still 26, I'm still 26.. Ahh it sure feels good to be 26.:) I need to get to bed because I can't sleep and it's 1am Wednesday morning. I took some pictures of my new Home and I thought I'd post a couple of my Gorgeous Back patio and Yard. I just love Tropical Florida. My Back yard is a reflection of that. My patio looking at it from the Inside of my New home. Here is a semi Full View of my Back Yard where the boys will play when they feel like being out (which is close to Never). Here is Another angle of the Patio looking at it from the yard toward the home.
Tuesday June 12, 2001 - It's ours (and the Banks)!!!! We just closed on our home and I have the keys in my purse. We are renting a UHaul sometime today and loading a few things so we can start getting moved. First thing I want to do is put all my pictures up on the walls. We arn't going to move everything this week since we want to make sure all our Internet Connections and such are working. We are moving ourself this time around. Last night we took Bookie into the Emergency Vets and they gave him an Injection of a fast acting steroid and something else. I wanted to get him in before he started having any kind of Breathing problems. His face and body was so red and swollen that Jeff and I were worried. So we took him in since the Benadryl didn't seem to be working in his favor. About 15 minutes after the injection bookies swelling was down and he wasn't so red. We didn't get home till midnight. But I was relieved that he was doing better.
Monday June 11, 2001 - I had to take Bookie and Nemo in to the Vet today for their annual Vaccinations and checkup. I didn't like their staff at all. I am picky but I think a person has to be. Bookie was crying when they drew his blood and I just about started crying myself. I am getting Very sensitive lately. Poor guy. I think I'll find a Different Vet Next year. I like the one I had in Vegas a lot better. It takes some time to find the right Vet or even Doctors. I can usually tell how a person is just by the aura they give off. Sometimes it's hard but some people you can just tell if they are caring or not. Not only that but I realized after I left on the top of my Receipt they listed them as American Bulldogs!!! Stupid fucking women at the front desk. They are French! I really didn't like her and I didn't like her over the phone either so that should have told me not to go there. I need to go back to bed and get up on the right side. For some reason the lady at the front desk didn't even have to say but a couple words to me before I felt like slapping that Idiotic face of hers. It wasn't what she said but how she acted. I'm not usually like this about people, but once in awhile you run into the type that you just want to slap. I was polite and that is the point right... right. I'm on my second Mike's Hard lemonade, i'll be feeling real good after this tonight. I'M ON MY THIRD ALCHOLIC BEVERAGE NOW! YOU GUYS WANNA GET FUCKED UP?
Oh boy, thank god I only had three drinks. It's almost 10pm and Bookies face is swollen and red. I called the Vets Emergency number and she told us to get some Benadryl and give him a half of one. So Jeff just went to the store to get that. I will have to keep an eye on him all night to make sure he don't start having breathing problems, I'll have to run him to the 24 hour Emergency Hospital if he does. It's a reaction to the Vaccines.
Sunday June 10, 2001- I am buying my mom an Answering Machine for her Birthday. She is never home and don't answer her email. I'm starting to wonder why she wanted a computer when she never uses it. SHE NEVER CALLS ME EITHER!! I am cleaning up my home today since I've been doing nothing but laying in bed all weekend. My back feels so much better today. I am so glad. I think maybe it was a strained muscle. I feel like a big blubbery blob now that I haven't done a damn thing all weekend.
Saturday June 9, 2001 - I am so excited about closing on our home. I don't want no pain so that I can get busy with my New home. I plan to live in this Next New home for years to come. This is our home now. I love Florida and all the life it has here. They are trying to save a Manatee not to far from us. Our home isn't to far from the Canals so I'll be spending a lot of time looking in them for those beautiful creatures. I'd be tempted to feed them but I know it's not good from them to depend on us for food so I will refrain from that. My back is hurting so bad I could cry!!!!
Friday June 8, 2001 - Oh god! They came in with another Lizard today, yuk! Poor dead lizard. Ooooooo god! He still had a damn lizard tail in his fat lips!!!!!! Grosssssss!!!! I think I'll go Vomit now. Bookie is a gross dog. We got our Title for our home in today from our Banks Lawyers. Tuesday is the day!! Yipeee! I got an E-mail from Iseees an old Friend I danced with. She wrote last night and she is Pregnant! Wow. Who would have thought.
Thursday June 7, 2001 - We did the Re-Inspect at 3:30pm today and it went well. The bank called when we got back home and will have the contract at their lawyers tomorrow (for review I guess). The back yard looks like a tropical paradise! There is so many trees and flowers, they are the privacy fence themselves. So we decided to put up a 4 foot picket fence because there is just too many bushes and trees along the edge for any room for a privacy fence. The Bushes and plant life give it a better feel anyway. My right side is still hurting today but it's something Internal, this is no pulled muscle or skeletal mishap. I think it's subsiding but I can't tell since it still is painful. I am worried since we haven't gotten insurance yet. I could kick myself for not getting to it yet! I had to call the airlines and push back when I go to Kentucky to Visit my Mom, Sister and Nieces/Nephews. I pushed it back a Month so that I can get my house ready to move into. Leaving two days after we closed on our home is just too soon. I ordered ten used books from an Amazon market and they got here today. Jeff had to remind me my Birthday is in 19 more days. Pretty soon I am going to erase the year I was born permanently. I'll be like Blanch on the Golden Girls and lie about what year I was born, lol.. Not that I'm old but the years are starting to whip by faster and faster. I started this site in mid 1997 and it don't seem like it was very long ago. What happened!?
Wednesday June 6, 2001 - I'm in pain tonight and I hope it's a pulled muscle and nothing more. I can't really tell since it's in my back but nothing like a back ach. It's worse tonight when I get up. I didn't do much today but had my show and work on my computer. I made Sloppy Joes for lunch and read my book a little more. Nemo is such a sensitive dog. He gets scared real easy and I am trying to get him out of that but he don't seem likes he trust me. I think it's just his personality, Bookie is nothing like him. As soon as I move I'm going to take him to obedience classes and do obedience trials with him (we live to far from the place at the moment), maybe that will help get him out of his timid ness. It's only at certain times when he gets scared and I think it's when I am holding him and Bookie is around.
Tuesday June 5, 2001 - We wanted to close by Friday but they have to do a Re- inspect on the home so we will be closing on our original date of the 12th. I can't wait! We still have to have them put a 6ft PVC Privacy Fence around the home and a doggie door installed before we are able to move in. I am wanting to get that done asap. I have been doing my precore stepper every day now. My legs are looking pretty good because of that thing. I am trying to clean my home and get off this computer. I don't get anything done because this is what I do all day unless I have my face stuck in one of my books. I need to do something productive before my brain decays! I'm so into dieting I even added a Pets Diet to my dogs Website, check it out if you like, Bookie and Nemo's Place. Although I have a hard time following a diet half the time lately.
Monday June 4, 2001 - If I were alone with 100% pure Strange Gorgeous Male right now there is only one way I could resist. That would be him walking away.:) I could not resist him twining those big hard hands into my hair as he slips his other big callused hand around my lower back and drags me to press up against that hard body. Then takes and devours ever inch of my body. Like a true Testosterone pumping male he will devour and fuck me till there is NOTHING LEFT! I better stop before I drive myself crazy with that damn dream I had. I got my New Digital Sony Handy cam in today. My Shows are going to be a lot clearer now! That other cam I had gotten wasn't adjusting right and making the image look to white and not that clear. Now it's Superb! Digital is great isn't it! We go sign our Insurance Papers for our New home at 2pm today.
Saturday June 2, 2001 - We went on a shark dive yesterday and I got a few pictures of Nurse Sharks and Reef Sharks. I stayed down only for a few Minutes. But enough to almost pet a Reef Shark.:) For the First time in my life I'm starting to get scared to dive. Ever since I hyperventilated at 100 feet. Should I just make myself stay down? It's all in my head. When I feel like I'm starting to breath hard I get scared of drowning. I've been diving lots of times and until now it's not been a problem. I will post pictures of the Sharks as soon as I get them scanned. Anyway, the bank called after we got home from our Shark dive yesterday and We will be closing early this coming week! We have to get a hold of the Insurance company today so they can write up the Insurance for us so we can go ahead and close. I'm thrilled! I've been using a new Rapid Fat Loss Catalyst burner and I love it! It's called "Xenadrine" RFA-1. It not only gets me pumped for my workout but it is helping me burn off some fat. I like it and thought maybe someone else would to.
"Whatsoever ye sow, so shall ye reap"