Janurary - April 2002

Tuesday April 30, 2002

6:00pm

I take Nemo to Agility class in an Hour. I cleaned up the kitchen and cooked lunch today, I also made a cake for desert. Yum... Not to long after we both got our showers we stopped at our p.o. box then got some Groceries. I got the makings for Submarine Sandwiches and made one of those for my dinner. I read more of one of my other Romance Novels as well.

9:08pm

I didn't take Nemo to Agility Class tonight. The more I thought about the drive over, the more I didn't want to go. It's about a 45 minute drive. So I stayed home. I worked out tonight on my Weight set. Even when I don't have a show I workout. I just don't set a time for when I'll workout on the days it isn't a "Scheduled" Show. It's still on Camera though.

Monday April 29, 2002

12:14pm

My lease is about up on my Car. I'm never getting a lease again since I feel like it's a lose of money and I don't own the darn car. As soon as I turn it in, I'm going to finance one that will be mine in the end. I'm looking into the 2002 Toyota RAV4. I think they are nice. I've never drove one yet so we'll have to wait and see. I finished my two romance Novels that I was reading. They were really good. I just order two more that was in that same series last night on Amazon. I also order a book called "The Whelping and Rearing of Puppies", just to learn a bit. Since I'm getting a Female I can Show I want to learn all I can about Female dogs and stuff like that. I don't plan to breed at the moment but if she gets her CH and I decide then that I want to breed I'll know more about it.

7:28pm

We took the boys for a walk earlier tonight. I cleaned up the kitchen then ate the other half of my sub sandwich I got today. I'm just so frustrated with myself right now. I would like to lose 10 pounds but my appetite is to good. Plus being home a lot don't help.

Saturday April 27, 2002

11:50pm

do da do da do da do da do da, I haven't felt like telling everyone what I've done today. Because I didn't really do anything productive except sleep, do my show/workout. Now I have a headach from laying down to long. We were going to go out and dance tonight but neither of us felt like it when the time came. Feels like a Sunday. I watched the dog show on Animal Planet tonight. I have a workout/show tomorrow at Noon pst. I worked legs today and my legs are so tired now.

Friday April 26, 2002

I read the rest of the Romance Novel I was reading yesterday afternoon. At noon I had my show, I was to sore to do much of a workout. My online show was good. I worked on the computer and chatted as well. Not much going on right now.  I'm trying to think of a good name to name my little girl. "Lady Cookie of the parr's", cookie for short...You know for Show purposes. Not quit sure yet.

Wednesday April 24, 2002 -

9:57am

I worked out last night around 5pm. I did legs. I think I'll do some inner and outer thighs with calfs this morning then tonight, during my show I'll do bis and tris. I made pizza for dinner last night. At noon I made a chocolate cake. I need to get the dishes done first then I'll do my workout.

Tuesday April 23, 2002

I made Snitzle yesterday, it was so good. I also made Baked Potatoes with it. I worked out for about 20 minutes then chatted in my chat room for about 45 minutes. Girlpearl is coming to visit me on May 14. We'll have a show for you all! She was in chatting last night as well. Besides cleaning my kitchen yesterday and working on the computer I didn't do much else.

Monday April 22, 2002

9:23am

I did a bad bad thing. Well it's not bad in my eyes! It's not really sinful or anything either. Lets just say I love French Bulldogs so much. I'm such a bad person I feel now, guilty. I'll make it up to Jeff. I hate feeling bad but I gave my word to the lady and I don't like going back on it! Why do I have to feel guilty to the core? Maybe it's because I told Jeff I'd wait a few more years. But man, temptations sucks! I failed. I want to cry and it should be a happy joyful time. I feel like a kid who's going to be punished. I'm rotten and it don't feel good. The Ozzies on MTV have more then two dogs!  There will be a little girl Joining the family in a little over a month.. I haven't told Jeff, I'll just have to surprise him.

1:26pm

Geesh, I've gotten so many Viruses in the past few days! Those fuckers are trying to spam them to everyone I think!

Sunday April 21, 2002

7:30pm

I had a Show at Noon today and worked out during it. I love my new Weight equipment, I can work my whole body. I do a nude workout all most every show now. Since I can workout at home I'll be in great shape in no time. I mowed the lawn this evening. Right after my show we went riding on our bikes. This area is new and all the developments have models open so we stopped at a few that we wanted to look inside. There was one area that the homes were 350,000 all the way to 500,000, let me tell you! My house really feels small once I looked at those. I thought my home was quit big and spacious till I seen the inside's of those places!

Saturday April 20, 2002

11:00am

I had my show last night. I really need to quit eating so much. I've been in a steak mode to eat and so we went out to RoadHouse Grill around 3pm and ate. I had a New York Steak. Stuffed myself to. I really hate when I do that. The cable guy was here this morning and was going to put an extra cable outlet, in the formal living room downstairs but he couldn't do it. I worked out yesterday and I'm sore today. I will be visiting my mom again at the end of May. I am really home sick. I Miss her a lot. So I will visit again. I am staying one extra day this time. I will be working out again during my show tonight. I'm going to do back, abs and a little leg.;)

Thursday April 18, 2002

12:35pm pst

I don't know how my family puts up with me. I can't put up with myself half the time! I'm obsessed with getting a Female French bulldog. Really. Jeff is going to kill me. Not really but he might feel like it.:) I was sick all day yesterday, stomach flu or something. I just got done sweeping and mopping my floors in the kitchen/living room, Jeff Vacuumed

5:00pm

My uncle I haven't seen in 20 years just called me and he's here in town. Staying at the Flamingo. It would be ok but you don't know that side of my family. Not only are they extremely religious but they are very strange. Like keeping their kids home from school and shaving their heads so they will be well disciplined and have some structure or something, who knows! My uncle Kenny use to hitch hike everywhere so he's like a drifting nowhere kind of guy. I will not bring them into my home. I will sit through dinner tonight and see how it goes. It's kind of scary for me anyway. I think I have a lot of nuts in the family.

8:36pm

We had dinner with My Uncle and ate, talked. He seems to be nicer then I remember him as a kid. He is different though. I haven't seen him since I was 5 or 6 so.. We're Not really all that close. He lives out in the Wilderness without Electricity and stuff like that. I  would not sacrifice anything for that kind of life. He's always been like that. There was a family reunion a few years ago but since my Sister has mixed Children and a Black man for a Husband/boyfriend, we were not invited. None of us. I don't care, but they are suppose to be religious and some of them are preachers. Isn't that kind of being a hypocrite... Just think what they would do/think if they learned what I did for a living!!!! Life is just to short.

Tuesday April 16, 2002

12:50pm

We didn't get back till around 1am last night. I had a hang over till about 11am this morning. I must be on a roll this week. I got kind of drunk off of Wine at my Mom's as well. We went to the beach and I danced while Jeff talked to his Friend. I will workout around 5pm. No excuses today! There is an add for some English Bulldogs in the paper. Six female puppies and one male. How tempting to go get a little girl!! That is the reason I'm trying to stay away from the Classifieds. Tomorrow we are going to start going to the gym to workout. I will workout for half of my shows as well.

7:34pm

Holly cow, I ate to much tonight. Tomorrow we are starting a serious workout routine, so I will be prepared for that.

Monday April 15, 2002

8:00am

I got back from my Mom's late last night. After I got home I went to bed. I was beat! Long flight. I had a good time while I was there, I did a little shopping with my Mom. I got about 7 new shirts, I've needed them so bad to. I don't usually like to go shopping by myself. I feel lots better that I've had a good night sleep. I will be working out this evening, I just don't have it scheduled for a Showtime. I need to hang up my new shirts and mop my floor downstairs today. I don't think Jeff swept it while I was gone over the weekend. I am going to work on redesigning this diary later today. I want it to look better and more professional. It's kind of sloppy.

5:30pm

I finished sweeping and moping my floor this morning. I also dusted the Furniture. We went to the Super WallMart today and got some groceries. Then we went by the mall and Jeff got a nationwide Cell phone. Mine didn't work while I was in Kentucky so. HalfShell wrote me and said he liked my diary the way it is, so I'll stick with this. We are having dinner tonight with Someone we've talked to and has helped us for the last five years. Jeff has always talked on the net and phone with him but we've never meet. So we are having dinner with him tonight, since he's in town. He's a computer gooru as well. I have talked to him a lot as well but he's had kids in recent years and I just haven't talked to him as much as Jeff has. He don't chat all that often since he has kids and stuff now. I didn't get a chance to workout. So I'll make sure I'll do it in the morning. I want to lose weight so bad.

Thursday April 11, 2002 - I worked out on my weight set today. I did biceps and triceps. Getting ready to see my mom this weekend as well. Can't wait! I took off yesterday. I worked out 4 days straight in a row and felt like I needed the break.

Wednesday April 10, 2002 - I took Nemo to Agility Class last night. He's still scared of the seesaw. I will be working out on Camera today but I just don't have it posted as a show. I'll workout around 4 or 5pm pst. I haven't been feeling good at all, stomach cramps. You know the women thing.

Tuesday April 9, 2002- I'm reading a book now called "The Villa" by Nora Roberts. It's good. The first chapters are a bit to get through but after that it gets interesting. I workedout at Noon then did my cardio. Can't wait to see my Mom this weekend! yipee..

Monday April 8, 2002 - Well we got  our New gym set today and they set it up for us. So now I'm ready to do some Serious working out for you. I'll workout the first hour during my show then after my workout I'll chat. I'll make sure I workout in revealing clothing to.;) I've done 30 minutes of Cardio each day for the last 3 days so far. I do 15 minutes on my stepper and 15 minutes on my treadmill. Then in the evenings I'll workout on my equipment. I am not wanting to keep my membership at 24 hour fitness since I can workout at home on Camera now. The equipment came with a CD and plans workouts for you. Pretty neat. My Mom is wanting to selling her home. It would be so nice if she could get it sold and move Closer to me. Even the same city would be good with me. At least I'd have a best friend here. It's to big for her to take care of and she isn't getting rent, so it's just not wise for her to keep it taken care of all on her own. I really can't believe if someone moved somewhere and didn't pay rent,  how could they have the nerve to ask for money for a down payment on a home! Especially when those people have jobs. If life where that easy we could just ask the people we pay rent to, to give it back and buy a house!!!!  ha! Why don't we just walk all over everyone else why were at it. Talking about inconsiderate of your own family. Some time's I wonder how I had the same parents as my Brother or Sister did. We are so different. I am not so sure if we can really ever be close again. It's hard to imagine anyway. I don't hate. I am just flabbergasted at how people can be so lucky and not even see it, or even be thankful for it!

Sunday April 7, 2002 - If everything goes as planned and they deliver my equipment tomorrow morning I will have my workout show Tomorrow Evening. It's posted on my schedule. I went to the dog show this weekend. I ran into the Women who had bought Pix, the Female Frenchie. She said Pixie (Her name is Maggie now) is doing great and she is trying to breed her to her male. So we exchanged numbers and will keep in contact with each other. I finally seen a real live Dandie Dinmont Terrier at this show. There was two being shown. I think they are cartoonish little dogs. I have no idea what time Jeff went to bed last night. It's Noon and he's still sleeping. The Vendors that were at the dog show didn't have much in the way of good dog stuff. Most of it was overpriced Antique junk. I like the models of French Bulldogs to look like a French Bulldog and not one that looks like he's melted or something. Not even a good Standard of the breed. I don't like antiques anyway, to old. I like Replicas and new stuff.

Wednesday April 3, 2002 - Nemo is doing so well with Training that I will probably be able to compete with him by the end of the summer. I will have his Novice Agility Title by the end of this year. Jeff ended up staying home with Bookie last night. We felt so bad leaving him by himself that we just had Jeff stay home with him while I took Nemo to class. So I never did get those pics. Every Tuesday we have practice. The Beginning class is over but we still have to go and practice with the instructor on Tuesdays. So that is good. Instead of it being an official class it's pay as you come, until their new facility is complete. This weekend is the dog show! The lady who instructs our class is on the board so I got all the breed showing info. Can't wait! I am going to help setup the Agility Course at the Show. They say one of the best ways to learn is to get out and help and watch the Agility Trials. I love to learn so I will spare an hour or so helping setup the course. Then watching. I am having one of those days where everything I see I want to cry. If that isn't a Hormone dysfunction I don't know what is. The stuff I want to cry about isn't even sad. I can just imagine myself talking to someone then bursting out into tears. Now that would be embarrassing. Holly Cow, there is all kind of Dog day out kind of stuff going on here in Vegas this weekend! Saturday and Sunday is the AKC's dog show. Saturday Las Vegas is also haveing the Annual Pet-a-Palooza event at the UNLV practice field. Then on Sunday starting at 8am they will be having a wag-a-tail athon. A dog walk and all procedes go to the Las Vegas Animal Shelter. Holly cow. That is to bad. If they would be all held on Seperate weekends I'd go! But nooooo they have to make everything in one weekend so I can't go!! I am going to the dog show no matter what. The other two can take a hike since they have very bad timming.

Tuesday April 2, 2002 - The fitness place called today and the main office will be calling me tomorrow to set a day and time when they will be here to setup my new gym set. Yipee! We are going to have some serious nude workout's! It's actually called the TS1000 by TuffStuff. We also got a big floor mat to go under it so it won't ruin my nice laminate floors. The new LOV gym! I got Girlpearls email and flight info today. Can't wait till she is out here either! I have to take Nemo to his last Agility class tonight. Jeff is going to get pictures of us. Hopefully he will be a good Camera man and take a bunch. There is an intermediate Agility class as well so I'll sign him up for that to.

Monday April 1, 2002 - Wow, It's April! Last night I went to the gym and worked out. I picked up an Aerobics Schedule on the way out. I am going to the Water Aerobics Class today, I think that will be fun and different. I go see my Mom before long. I had a very weird dream about that last night. I went there acting like Miss Scrooge but the whole dream was a bit weird anyway! I think that means I need to let everyone lead their own lives without worrying about anyone else. I got up and did the dishes first thing. God awful small coming from it's guts. So I poured some bleach down it  after I cleaned it real good. I called a Women Trainer here and left my number. I ordered a piece of Artwork last night, someone named Ra (was in my chat room) helped me out finding it. I actually ordered a different piece then I originally intended. It's by Steve Hanks (who I just love!) and is called "Morning Shower" . The other one I want really bad is called "Reflecting". I'll have to wait a long while to get anything though. On Saturday I ordered some Age Defying face Creams. I seen it on Lifetime TV. It was a paid commercial that lasted for an hour, I only caught the last five minutes. I don't usually order from that kind of thing but they had some great testimonials and besides all three products were cheaper then going to the store and buying one face cream. It's called Natural Advantage and only cost 49.95. If I see an improvement in my skin I'll let all you women know!;) I ordered it from their website instead of the phone. I order everything on the web. That is kind of bad since I don't get to leave home much. It's soo much easier to find what you want on the web though. We bought a Multi Station Gym and it will be in in a couple weeks. It's made by TuffStuff and is called the odyssey 5. It has everything you need to workout with on it. I even got the leg press option for it. That way I can do some serious workout's on my shows. Not just dumbbells.

Sunday March 31, 2002 - I got my hair cut yesterday. I don't mean trimmed either. I mean CUT. It's short now and I like it a lot. After I take my shower this morning I'm going to play around with it to see how else I can style it. It Feels so nice being out of my face now. Bookie and Nemo sure like waking me up in the morning. Bookie starts eating my ear lobes and jumping on me. He sure lets me know when it's time to eat!  This comming Thursday the lady that did my hair is going to highlight it. I hope it looks good. I'm sure it will. She is a good stylist. I like her a lot anyway. I don't find many I like. I think it's been a good six months since I had it trimmed. I was looking in the Newspaper and the French Bulldog puppy is still in the puppy store. It's been two weeks! Maybe I need to go save him. It's so tempting anyway.

Friday March 29, 2002 - We went to the movies and seen "Showtime" Today. That was a good movie, made me laugh. My Mom emailed me today and they had a big hail storm. The hail knocked out most of the windows in her home. The economy seems like it's still taking a dive. Lots of people seem to be getting laid off. Not very good. Kind of depressing if you ask me. I have a doctors appointment next week. I hate that to. I'm trying to find a way to get good quality traffic in to the site. It's a lot harder then it was back in 1997, 98. That is for sure.  Geez, I'm so down right now. I think I'll go do some cardio.Oh, Girlpearl is comming down and we will be doing a show for ya all! We'll do oil wrestling or something. Why can't people believe in God without thinking everyone else is going to hell? Most Religions do teach that kind of belief. To be a Hypocrite. Well, we are all human. I believe in one simple thing. I believe in God without all the man made Rules. Someone wrote me this email and I will post my response along with it, that I wrote him.

Message
At 11:00 AM 3/29/2002

Hi Hope,It's been a while now since I last spoke to you, and a lot has happened in that time, you see I have found my own Hope but not the Hope you would expect you see my Hope is in Jesus, well would you ever of thought, me a Christian, miracles do happen don't they, who know's perhaps one day you will find the real Hope in your self, Well hope it has been realy good knowing you, but I must now take my leave and go on another road, the way may be narrow but it is strait and clear there is a light that shines so bright onces you have seen it you can't miss it.May God bless you and change your heart

My Response:
I have a very good heart. I do not believe anyone should judge. God did not make these rules. A man did. If god didn't want us to be Sexual he would not have made us sexual Creatures. I do Rescue for Animals and would be kind to anyone who is having it hard in life. But in the Eyes of some Religion a women should not do anything! God didn't make up that. I hope you find God, but I hope you can see what is real and what isn't. Bless you. I have known God. My Grandfather is a Preacher. But I do not believe in everything a Man has written. I believe in God.
              Hope
 

Thursday March 28, 2002 - Well you guys. We did it! You will now have a choice of which Video Feed you would like (Real player or Emulive). The higher speed connections will love the real player, the video and audio are real time and in sync. The Emulive we are keeping also for the people with slow connections who can't seem to get the real player. So starting tonight during my show you will have a choice. Anyway, Tuesday is my last agility class with Nemo. I am on a mission to make some agility equipment so we can pratice here at home. I need to make the weav poles. They are exactly 21 inches apart and I have to have six. So I'm going to make them out of PVC pipe. Then I also want to make the teater toter. I'm not so sure how I can make that. If anyone is good with woodwork and making things email me so I can have an idea of how to make a teater. I think the tunnel and shoot will be very easy. I also need to make the A frame and walk. So I have some work to do.

Wednesday March 27, 2002 - Holy shit! I was sitting here this morning and realized my Birthday is in 3 Months!! Nooooooooooooooo! I hope the Next 3 months last 5 years. I made a new guest page yesterday. Let me know how you like it!? Please...

Tuesday March 26, 2002 - Oh boy, I'm in a shopping mode today. Hold me back! I've been wanting to order art for my walls because they are so bare. I am going to have to wait for at least six months. I keep thinking, "Well I just paid a few hundred on my Credit Card, so I can just charge those pictures to that and pay for it later." Yea right! With 19% interest! Fuck it. I won't do it! Kick my ass for even thinking it. I took Nemo to Agility practice tonight. We had a blast, but it was hot in there. There was another French Bulldog in the class this time!!! A Pied colored one to. She was so cute! She was only a year old. I was so distraced by the little girl frenchie that I didn't even hear the teacher start the class. They probably think I'm a total nut and French Bulldog Groupie! That is the only kind of Groupie I'll be. I'm not ashamed to admit it! The people that owned the other French had a camera and took a picture of them and just sent me the pictures they took! So here is Nemo and the other Frenchie right before the class started! Nemo's eyes came out all red and fucked up looking in the picture.

Monday March 25, 2002 - I finished painting the Walls in the Garage last night. I got done around 11pm. I started pretty late and wanted to get before this morning. I still have the ceiling to finish putting primer on. I didn't finish the ceiling since it's such a pain in the Neck (literally). I will finish that sometime this week. As long as the walls are done I'm not that concerned. I go Visit my Mom and Sister on April 12. Can't wait! I might stay an extra day, I'm not sure yet. I'll be gone a total of 3 days. I've tried to call my Sister just to talk but she is never home. The Women works a lot!  I called my Mom this morning just to say hi. I went out and bought a small Breakfast table today. The one I got was on sale and was nice and small. For the kitchen area. Here is the pic I found of it. Not much but it is small and will match the wood in my kitchen. I just bought the table and two chairs. I should buy some fake sun flowers like it has on that table.

Saturday March 23, 2002 - I have to go to Home Depot today and get a long roller so I can primer and paint the ceiling of the Garage. So I'll clean my house and go do that today. I have a show tonight at 6pm Pacific time so I don't want to get all funky with paint today. I still have it on my hands and have to get something that will remove the primer from them. Thanks to my sister for help teaching me how to paint! I love the Women. I just get so upset at times on things that happen between her (my sister) and my Mom and Nieces. I should just take everything with a grain of salt like they say. But it's hard to decide if I should speak up or just keep my Mouth shut on things. I am not real good when it comes to family arguments. I usually just try to keep my mouth shut and not get involved since it don't involve me. I would like to tell them how I feel on certain issues at times, when I feel like someone is in the wrong. I never do since I don't really think they will listen to me (Most people are set in their ways on how they feel). I also like to keep everything at a civilized level of conversation. I suppose I'm not around her (my sister) well enough to talk openly like that. I feel like I'm a back stabber with her at times! The road to hell is paved with good intentions. (Metaphor!)

Friday March 22, 2002 - I got up and started putting primer on the walls in the Garage. I knew the primer was a little more time consuming because it's so thick but my god, that is all I got done! I still have to put primer on the ceiling in the Garage. I'll do that tomorrow. Monday I'll start painting. After I got done with that for six hours I took a bath and laid down for an hour or two. I am soaking the paint brushes to remove the primer on them tonight. My back is sore now. I called my Mom while I was making snitzle yesterday. She is doing good. Nothing new.

Thursday March 21, 2002 - Made Snitzle today and that came out soo good. Yum. I'll be painting my Garage tomorrow. I'll have my camera watching, so if your bored you can watch me paint! Here is just something to pass along. I LOVE YOU! Read below.

If I Knew
 
If I knew it would be the last time
That I'd see you fall asleep,
I would tuck you in more tightly
and pray the Lord, your soul to keep.
 
If I knew it would be the last time
that I see you walk out the door,
I would give you a hug and kiss
and call you back for one more.
 
If I knew it would be the last time
I'd hear your voice lifted up in praise,
I would video tape each action and word,
so I could play them back day after day.
 
If I knew it would be the last time,
I could spare an extra minute
to stop and say "I love you,"
instead of assuming you would KNOW I do.
 
If I knew it would be the last time
I would be there to share your day,
well I'm sure you'll have so many more,
so I can let just this one slip away.
 
For surely there's always tomorrow
to make up for an oversight,
and we always get a second chance
to make everything just right.
 
There will always be another day
to say "I love you," and certainly there's
another chance to say our "Anything I can do?"
But just in case I might be wrong,
and today is all I get,
I'd like to say how much I love you
and I hope we never forget.
 
Tomorrow is not promised to anyone,
young or old alike,
And today may be the last chance
you get to hold your loved one tight.
 
So if you're waiting for tomorrow,
why not do it today?
For if tomorrow never comes,
you'll surely regret the day,
 
That you didn't take that extra time
for a smile, a hug, or a kiss
and you were too busy to grant someone,
what turned out to be their one last wish.
So hold your loved ones close today,
and whisper in their ear,
Tell them how much you love them
and that you'll always hold them dear
 
Take time to say "I'm sorry,"
"Please forgive me," "Thank you," or "It's okay."
And if tomorrow never comes,
you'll have no regrets about today.
 

Wednesday March 20, 2002 - The idea to losing weight is to have what you want. Just not as much as you want. I really don't enforce going on a strict diet unless your going to compete or something. Those kind of diets can make you crash and eat like a pig for days if you don't do it right. This weekend my gym is having a weight lifting Aerobics class. So I'm going to attend those on Saturday and Sunday.

Tuesday March 19, 2002 - I went to the gym today and did the stair master for 20 minutes. Las night I ran on my treadmill for 30 minutes. I didn't make dinner yesterday or today. Tomorrow I'll make snitzle! With Mac and Cheese, side of peas. Yum.

Monday March 18, 2002 - Shit, I need to workout. I have no motivation to do it at all! None. We did go to the gym last night and I did the treadmill for cardio (20 minutes). Other then that I don't want to workout! What is wrong with me? I enjoy working out during my shows (playing around work out), but not going to the gym and lifting. Maybe it's because the gym is now almost ten miles down the road. I made a pizza for our lunch today. I'm not going to cook today since we still have ribs left over from last night. Jeff will eat them since he is the one that likes ribs. I can't stand if a piece of blubbery fat gets in my mouth, I about gag. So I really don't like ribs. There is just to much fat on a rack of ribs for me to like them. I about gaged, puked when I got a piece of fat in my mouth last night. Couldn't touch the ribs after that.

Sunday March 17, 2002 - I decided yesterday that everyone that comes into the house will take off their shoes at my door. My wood floors are darker then the desert soil and when people come in, you can see every speck of dirt they bring in, on their shoes. I have been moping with murphy's wood oil soap ever other day. Sweeping the floor like 3-4 times a day! I will be making a dinner again today. So I have to run to the store and get a few ingredients. I live in a new area so there are no stores out here, I have to drive about 5 miles to get to the nearest Grocery store. I am making Stuffed Rib Roast today.

Saturday March 16 - I cooked a homemade meal last night. I am going to start cooking dinner every other night so that we don't eat out as much. I made Meat and pasta Bake from my cook book. We'll eat leftovers tonight and then I'll cook something else tomorrow night. It was good to! I made a mouse pad that was ordered from a Dog Rescue Group that I volunteer for. I'll have to send that off today. I'm studying my Flash book, so if you see me at the computer and I'm not in chat that mean I'm studying. Here is a better angle of my living room and also a picture of our loft, I still need to decorate! That will have to be put off for awhile. Since I have taxes and that kind of stuff. You know what? I have known some people in my life and would never in my life call someone a loser. These website out there are actually writing other sites etc and doing that kind of stuff. What kind of Parents did they have to call anyone a loser? Tells you what kind of level they are at. I've known some very poor people growing up. They weren't losers. They were just trying to get by in life. Trying to feed their children. I have no sympathy for anyone who is mean like that, to anyone. That would be like saying, "Because your unlucky in life your a loser". I think not!! Even if you are lucky, who has the right to say that to you anyway? (just in case your wondering. This has nothing to do with me, I'm just observing how rude and low people can be to others)

Tuesday March 12, 2002 - I finally got 95% of the boxes unpacked and the stuff put away in their proper place. I still need to hang a lot of the photo's. I finally got the day bed in the guest room together! Thanks to someone in my chat room who told me bolts! Like I'm not a genus when it comes to putting things together but I like doing it. I have to go back to Home depot today and get a longer Hex bolt today to fit the back part of the day bed. Then it will be set! Here is a picture of my family room that I took yesterday. It is combined with my kitchen but since I'm standing in the kitchen taking the picture you can't see it. What color should I paint my walls in the family room? You have a great View of my kitchen on my Voyeur camera in the members area so I really don't need to take a pic of it. Tonight I went to Agility Class with Nemo. It was a blast! He did it all and he did it right. He's such a smart and good boy. We did the Weave, high jump, A Frame, tunnel, long jump, and the high jump you can't see through.. I think we are adding one or two more obstacles next week but I don't think there are many more. Of course he is Food motivated so he even likes it more.

Sunday March 10, 2002 - I thought I was about done but I still have a lot I need to do. I've been hanging pictures and I still have a tone that I need to hang and stuff like that. I still have a lot of stuff to unpack to. Since I have a upstairs and downstairs I have to keep running up and down. As soon as that is done with I won't have to so much. Here is a picture I took of the loft before we moved in. I'll take some more pictures today with the furniture in the house! Tonight I watched the documentary on the firefighters and the 9/11 attack. I'm still so very shocked to see those planes hit the Trade Centers. It's all still so very disturbing. It fades if you haven't seen it in awhile. All those lives that were lost because of someone's religious beliefs. How cruel and unfair.. Like any of us have the right religion, without a shadow of a doubt.

Friday March 8, 2002 - We moved into our final home!! It's my final home for the next 20 years!!! Holy crap am I sore now. Plus, I almost got my finger nail ripped of! Oh god did that hurt, made me want to kick that box till it fell apart! I am so happy though. We have a loft that is so big and roomy, that is good, since I have to be in the office (loft) a lot and do my shows in it. I had to get up at 7am yesterday and had person after person come in to fix/install/deliver stuff. I didn't get to lay down till around 4pm but when I did, I was out like a light. I got almost everything unpacked and put away now. I feel like I've been a gypsy for the past year and a half! We moved all afternoon and night Wednesday and by the time we dropped off the Ryder Truck it was 1am. I was soo way passed tired. Glad it's over now.

Wednesday March 6, 2002 - Here is a picture of my bathroom, the room in the back with the window, that is my walk in closet!!

Tuesday March 5, 2002 - Tonight I have Agility Class with Nemo. Last night I took Bookie with me to PetSmart and bought some liver treats for the class. It is a lot of fun if you want something to do with your dog. We bought a home from the same Builder we bought a home from the first Time we were here in Las Vegas. We will stay put. A bomb isn't even going to blow me out of this New house. Not for the next 15 years at least. We got the home on Jeff's VA loan this time. Our home in Florida sold last month. The New home we got was complete except the flooring so I got to pick that out. We Start moving in tomorrow. My video won't be down at all since the home is only a couple miles away. Florida is only good for a Vacation (what an expensive Vacation we took).. I love the flooring in my new home. I'm good at picking it out now.

Sunday March 3, 2002 - I've been sitting on my butt all week working on this computer. If I don't get up and get myself to the gym I'm going to start gaining weight. Can't let that happen. I have a show later today for one hour. From 4pm pst-5pm pst. As soon as I'm done answering email I'm going to get my house cleaned up. Ok, I've been asked several times to add paypal to my billing so that you can subscribe by paypal. I just added it so it's a option to join now.

  I'm 27 and ever since I hit the age of 25 my Hormon level seems to be increasing. It's like I would just love to do it 24 hours a day at times. I've heard that a women's prime is in her 30's. If that is true by the time I hit 30 I'm going to be climbing the walls!

Saturday March 2, 2002 - Ok, I'm redoing the page in the guest area so I've been working on that all day. I still have several more pages to do so I'll be working on those one at a time tonight as well. I got finished with my "What's Inside" page earlier today. I am happy with it now, I'll think of something else that needs worked on. All my feeds I buy I try to get opinions and only get the best content not just any Content. So if anyone sees any other "Quality" content I could add just let me know and I will try to get it added to the site. I've listed all most everything we have on that page but I'm still missing a few that we offer that isn't on there.

Friday March 1, 2002 - I worked on the website again some today. I'm thinking of using a different picture for the front page but I'm not sure which one yet. Gosh, what a headach. Email me if anyone has a suggestion.

Thursday Feb 28, 2002 - I had to get some things done this morning. So we got them done and didn't get a chance to go to the gym. I was going to run on my treadmill, I suppose I still could. I redid my guest page a little and added some of the content I have in the members area, to advertise I have it. I talked to Girlpearl on chat and also Cuzz, Poweman and several others. Around Noon I went up to the coin Laundry and washed a comforter and my couch slip cover. At one fifteen I had an appointment for an eye brow wax in that same area so I walked over and got that done, while I waited on the comforter to dry. I will be busy until late Tommorrw afternoon but after that should be pretty flexable.

Wednesday Feb 27, 2002 - I have got to get to the gym. I haven't been all week and I feel the fat cells starting to gather beneath the skin. Makes me feel so lazy and stagnant. The book I'm reading is good. It's called "False Memory" By Dean Koontz. Really good read. I'm not finished but I hope they kill that fucker! He deserves it. Thank god it's only a Fiction Novel.;) I don't have much left of it now. Almost at the end. Geez, my stomach feels like it probably absorbed about 1 million fat cells this week alone! Ok, maybe I'm being a little exaggerated. I just love Twinkies.

Tuesday Feb 26, 2002 - I have a new hobby!!! It's so fun! Tonight was my first class for Agility with Nemo. He did so well! He didn't make a mistake and wasn't intimidated at all by any of the obstacles. I'm ready for next weeks class to start! I have got to set up my own obstical course in my back yard. I got this little verse from a Dog Group I'm in.

Monday Feb 25, 2002  - I've been reading a book all day. It's so good I don't want to put it down! I need to go to the gym tomorrow. I'm so stiff from just reading all day. I need to put the book away for a couple days. I am on cam because I have my Voyeur cams on 24 hours, sometimes I catch myself doing something that I don't want to be seen doing on camera! I am sure people have caught me and I don't want to run up and look at the chat room and see if someone says, "Oh God! She's picking her nose!".. Holly shit, I forget about them! I've been doing it for years so it's not like it's new and I know they are there.. So embarrassing. Tuesday I start Agility practice with Nemo.

Saturday Feb 23, 2002 - Today at 4pm PST I have a 3 hour show. So come on and join in! Ok, well I went to Wild Oats Market this morning and got the makings for dog food. I couldn't get to sleep last night but I think I finally drifted off around 1:30am or so. Yesterday we went to the gym and did cardio for 20 minutes then worked bis and tris. I was bored to death last night and chatted in my chat room for a couple of hours. Not much going on with me right now. Starting around March 9th I'm going to paint my walls. I'll do my bathrroom first (a faux finish).

Thursday Feb 21, 2002 - Well shit, I went to a couple sites tonight, that did use flash and I really liked the way they used it. So I am back to studying!

Wednesday Feb 20, 2002 - Yesterday evening my Slip covers for my couches arrived. Looks awesome. I've been studying Adobe Illustrator since I don't like Flash websites and I don't think I'll be using it. I know how to work it but I just don't think I'll use it for my website at this time. I'm glad I didn't purchase the software. I was using the trail while I learned it. Maybe someday but I won't be using Flash on the site. It's just to unpractical for use right now. We tried using new Video software during my show tonight. It was awesome and the best thing we've ever used. There is just one flaw. Anyone who had a slow connection (dial up) could not get it. It was ment for high speed so there is not way we are going to use it. So we will stick with EMULive video since everyone gets it without a problem.

Tuesday Feb 19, 2002 - Geez, I've been so horny today! I need to have a good hard long fuck. I don't usually talk like this (in my diary anyway) but man. I've been having to many wet dreams.

Monday Feb 18, 2002 - I couldn't sleep Saturday night. So I was up most of the night working on the computer and stuff. Around 1pm yesterday I took a nap till 3pm then had my show from 4-6pm pst. I cleaned up the house and dusted then watched some TV for the rest of the night last night. I'm SO very bored tonight. I don't want to spend anything so I'll stay home. I had to pay some bills today so I did that. Not much happening. I have been tired and hungry so that gives you an idea of how my day went.  I think I'll go pick up a dog magazine at Petsmart. I better not, I'll see something I want, advertised. Then that will lead me to idea's of shopping. Well shit, surfing the damn net leads me to shopping anyway! Ahhhhh! Ho hum.  I haven't been in the mood to study and I really need to make myself. Starting tomorrow.

Saturday Feb 16, 2002 - I told someone in my chat room last night that I would update this diary and I never did (last night). I didn't do much yesterday besides laundry, dishes, went to the gym. Jeff went to Cheetah's last night to see if there were any girls there that we could use as models for photo's. He didn't find anyone. He said he must be spoiled by me, no one seems pretty to him but me.:) Just make me melt. After he got home we went to borders and I bought a book for painting faux finishes on walls. Most of it is pretty easy. I read all the chapters I was interested in last night. I can do all that! I also bought a book on homemade dog food recipes. It has a section on treats and I will go down today and get the rest of the ingredients, for the cheese treats I'm going to start making for them. I have to make them their regular food I make as well, so I will start on that after I get done here. I have a 3 hour show online today so I'll do my workout during it.

Thursday Feb 14, 2002 - Happy Valentines day you all. Ok, I ate to much the past couple of days and I feel like a fat turd. I'm not sure if my period has anything to do with it but I hate that I get this hungry! I've been doing at least 20 minutes of cardio but the way I've been eating, it will take a whole year to burn all of it off. We are going hiking tomorrow. I look like I have a Bookie belly.. Bookie bellies are cute but only on Bookies (my dog).. We didn't go out to eat tonight. We both wanted to stay home and watch movies so we did. I got an I love you cake for Jeff and ate some of that as well.

Wednesday Feb 13, 2002 - I watched some of the Dog show again last night. We went to the gym this morning and did the Stair master for 20 minutes then did abs. I will workout during my show tonight. I think it's time for some squats and lunges again. We went and talked to the accountant yesterday. By the time we left it was getting late in the day and I hadn't ate so we went and picked up some food then came home. We will have to go take some more photo's on Friday.

Tuesday Feb 12, 2002 - I watched the Westminster Kennel Club dog show last night. I seen the Frenchie! It was a beautiful dog. They even pulled it out for the last round! I'm so dog crazy. At least for bulldogs. Anyway, I'm driving Jeff insane with my constant searches for bulldogs. I'm always finding a new puppy that I'm bugging him to get. I'm glad he's strong and says no. I know deep down I don't need another dog. Right now anyway. I had to include this little poem I got in one of my dog groups. It reflects my Bookie and Nemo.

Monday Feb 11, 2002 - Yesterday I went to Cheaptickets.com and found a good price from here to Louisville, KY. So in April I'm going to see my mom and sister. Only for two days though. We went out to Red Rock today and got a bunch of pictures for the website. Here is one of the many from Red Rock.. We will go out tomorrow again and take some more. It's so fun to go out there and hike, what a workout. I had fun. We will set the quality higher tomorrow, he didn't set the sharpness right this time.

Sunday Feb 10, 2002 - I'm taking us back, way back, back to the time. I'm starting from when I opened my website and did my famous 2-3 hour shows. I'm doing them again to give my members something that no one else does (quality).. There is a trend on the net and I don't like trends to much. Tomorrow and Tuesday night on USA is the Dog Show!!!!! I'm on chapter 10 in my Flash book now. Kind of boring but it's needed "Including sound in your Animation".

Saturday Feb 9, 2002 - We didn't go to the movies yesterday. I'm making myself save$$!:) We went to the gym this morning. We did 15 minutes on the stair master and 15 minutes on the Treadmill. It usually isn't busy on Saturday's but it was today. We are suppose to go out and do a Photo Shoot in the desert tomorrow. It's Windy today and the air is COLD... So if it's still this chilly tomorrow the photo shoot will be inside. I have to go get my nails done at 6pm EST. Then I have a show at 9pm EST tonight. After my show I reread chapter 8 in my Flash book and started a few pages of chapter 9.

Friday Feb 8, 2002 - I think I'll go see a Walk to Remember today. I read the book some time ago (before there was ever a movie of it).. I hear it's just as good or even better then the book.. It will be a great Valentines day movie if you want to take your, Wife, Girlfriend, Husband, Boyfriend, for a special night. Just a thought. Tonight I just finished a few pages of chapter 8 in my Flash book. I learned about motion tween. Neat, Flash actually does most of the work when you tween!

Thursday Feb 7, 2002 - Geez, it seems like the net is dead today. HELLO, IS ANYONE OUT THERE? I'm animating!! Yipeee! I am on chapter seven and I just learned how to edit key framing and the onion skin tool. I am having fun now. I've been sitting here scrubbing through it for about five minutes.. I'm thrilled! Tonight I did my show. Then ordered some slip covers for my couches to give them a different "new" look. I like to change things around once in awhile and slip covers are great. The first slip cover is for my love seat, it's a paws and bones fabric and will go in my other living area. Here is what the fabric will look like Paws and bones slip cover. The other one is for my couch and will go in my main living area, it's a little more rich Empress slip cover.

Wednesday Feb 6, 2002 - I just finished chapter six in my Flash book tonight. Monday and Tuesday were just not good days for me. I was more tired then usual (sleeping all day). I am really liking flash. I'm just not sure everyone would want to download a plug in to access a flash website. What do you think? I will learn it but I will make something with my dogs site first, to see if people will want to access it and download the flash player. I really, really like Flash though. I won't make anything until I finish this book first. I might need to read the rest of the chapters more then once, once I get to the end. Oh god, tonetone made me this welcome to landofvenus wav and I loved it. He's awsome! I hade to put it up. He's my LOV DJ.

Tuesday Feb 5, 2002 - I got this joke tonight and had to post it..

Monday Feb 4, 2002 - I stayed in bed most of the day today. I did not feel to great at all. I am feeling a lot better tonight though. I need to study a little more. I collect French Bulldog Artifacts and when we went out to eat yesterday I was browsing in a store that sold crafted dog statues. I found a French Bulldog (it was small)! Those are rare. That is the second French Bulldog kind of statue I've gotten so far. I seen a FAO swartz kind that was way overpriced a while back, at a antique shop. The first one I ever got was a Bronze State by Dannyquest designs called "My Hero".. Got that one at a dog show.

Sunday Feb 3, 2002 - Well I fucked Rocko during my show today. Lord was that good.;) Jeff took me out to eat (now I feel so bla).. I have to get to the gym tomorrow morning. I feel like Ms Pillsbury dough girl. Besides that I didn't do much besides work on the computer and study.

Saturday Feb 2, 2002 - We got up and I cleaned the house (never ending task). Whew! I am back to chapter 5 in my book. I actually learned a lot better by reading all of it twice. I actually did all of it right this time around. The first time I had a few problems I didn't know went wrong. I feel so depressed tonight. I hate when I feel this way. I Don't know where I'm heading. Does anyone really though? I don't want to be "Just another pretty face". I believe we all should use our brain.

Friday Feb 1, 2002 - When I got up this morning I studied a few pages of Flash 5. We went to the gym and I did 30 minutes of carido then some chest and abs.  Picked up a "Lean Me Out" drink on the way out. Also stopped by Albertson's grocery store on the way home and got a few things to eat. Got home then ate lunch, cleaned up the house a little bit. I was going to take a short nap before my show but remembered some places I needed to call and had to fill out some paperwork. I had my show, ate then did take a very short nap. I studied a few more pages in my Flash 5 book and laid in bed trying to think of something to do besides studying my book. I really don't want to do anything since I'm trying to save money. I could study more but I was tired of that to. So I resorted to laying in bed/watching TV &Reading the Newspaper in bed all night. I got up a few times and studied a page at a time in my Flash 5 book. Fun, fun fun! At least when I'm old and wrinkled I'll be thankfull I laid in bed not out blowing money like so many people do. That is another thing I did today. When I made those phone calls I canceled two Credit Cards I've had and haven't used in a very long time. I hate having Credit accounts I don't need. If I can't afford to buy it out right then I don't think it's a good idea to get it. Usually anyway. There are those times.

Thursday Jan 31, 2002 - Shoot! I was planning on Studying an hour of Adobe GoLive in the morning and an Hour of Flash 5 in the evening everyday. I installed the trial Version of GoLive and I can't get any of the Lessons on the CD to open for me! So I did a disk scan and defrag analysis and everything was ok. It still won't open the damn Lessons. So I'll stick to Flash until I can get GoLive to work. I am starting from Chapter one again on the Flash. I'm at a point where I'm stuck and can't remember some of the commands so I'll go back and redue all the chapters until I can remember it all. I'm in the middle of Chapter 5 but I'll go back, so I can refresh on everything. It's going to take me a couple months to be real good at Flash but it's worth it. At least I'll be well versed in it.;) If you ever want to learn Anything in Adobe the "Classroom in a book" Series is the best. It's made by adobe. I'm Not a dumb person, I bought another  "advanced" book in adobe photoshop and the guy that wrote that thing wrote so many long words (that I had to look up in the dictionary), I ended up not ever getting past the first chapter! I make sure I go to the reviews on all the books now and make sure they are simple and well written. I got up in the middle of the night tonight and got the GoLive to work for me. Now I can start studying both.

Wednesday Jan 30, 2002 - The photo shoot we did came out kind of yellowish. We read over the E10 settings last night and found the setting that looks great indoors. So the next one's won't turn out so yellow.

Tuesday Jan 29, 2002 - Jeff took a picture of me last night. Me and Bookie. We were so busy yesterday. I had some cards made, we sorted through tax stuff, took photo's for the website, went and got some stuff for the photo shoot, picked up my car (got the oil changed and stuff).. Last night we went to a few strip clubs to see if there were any girls that would be good for photo shoots. I woke up this morning and didn't feel very good since we went out last night. I drank 3 fuzzy navels and that got me a good buzz. Make me sick also. I came home and went straight to bed. When I got up this morning I felt like I had an hangover and didn't eat till almost 11am. This is the first time my body really ever felt the effects of food, in an immediate kind of way. It was like being plugged into a power supply after I ate. I just felt this lift, right after I got done eating and I felt sooooo much better. I shared with Bookie and Nemo and they seemed to like it just as much.:)

Monday Jan 28, 2002- We are doing our end of the year taxes this week. What a pain in my butt. If it were a perfect world it would be easy and there would be no taxes..

Sunday Jan 27, 2002 - Flash 5 has some really cool features in it. You can actually use a Bitmap image as a fill. I don't believe you can do that in Photoshop unless I just forgot about that one.

Saturday Jan 26, 2002 - This morning I worked on the site some, made breakfast. I went to the gym at noon today and did the Stair master for 30 minutes, abs. We then came on home and I laid down for about 30 minutes and took a nap. When I got up I read the rest of Chapter 3 in my Flash 5 book. I didn't do a whole lot during the day. We took pictures for the site around 8pm ESt, then at 9pm EST I did my online show. It was a blast and Bookie was in the background for sound effects (Snoring!)..

Friday Jan 25, 2002 - I went to the gym and did the Stair master this morning. We also did arm's and abs. I came home then went to the tanning place and tanned for just a few minutes to get a little color to my skin. We got our New Olympus E10 in and Jeff took a couple of pictures of me while I was in the Shower this morning. I sent one out with my News letter today. I had my online show at 6pm EST. Jeff took me out to eat tonight at a German restaurant. I just love German food. We went to a strip club here called "The Library", it's not too far from us. I like the layout of the stages a lot. They have 3 stages and a shower. I've been working on my website so much the past day or two that I haven't studied my flash. As soon as I hit the gym in the AM I'll go over the rest of chapter 3.

Thursday Jan 24, 2002 - Wow, it's the end of the month all ready. Well I finally did it! I came up with a front page design that I'm happy with and will use. As soon as I figure out where the New Slicer tool in adobe Photoshop 6.0. I learned from Photoshop 5.0 so I'm not familiar with some of the new added features.

  I figured it out. I am not going to post the logo I made yet because I need your input if I should clean up the main picture on it and if you like it better then the current one I have. Here it is in html. It's done! I just uploaded the image to my main page and it is now officially my new guest page! I thought it was brighter then the other and a little more catchy. If you all find any links that are not linked right or is coming up with an error, PLEASE email me so I can fix it.

Wednesday Jan 23, 2002 - I just finished the Second Chapter in my book. What a great book. I should be done in 22 more days. I'm doing a Chapter a day and it has 24 Chapters, so that is how I figure it. I went to the gym this morning and we did that Stair Master for 20 minutes then did some bis and tris. I came home and did some Laundry and sleep on the couch for a couple of hours. I did my online show at 8pm Est. Tonight I finished Chapter two.

Tuesday Jan 22, 2002 - I went online and read reviews of Books on Flash 5. Well after reading all the reviews, I found the book I was looking for. So today I went down to Borders and they had that book, so I got it. It's great! I'm a novice at Flash and this is the perfect book if you are wanting to learn Flash 5. I just finished the first chapter and I feel like I'm getting a good handle on working it all ready. I also bought one for Abode Illustrator 9.0 but I won't start on that one till I finish with this Flash 5. It's a lot better then taking a College course (cheaper to!).

Monday Jan 21, 2002 - Land of Venus has a New CEO. Here is his picture. Ok, here is another good joke since I haven't posted one in a while! I could kick my fucken ass today. I found another site with the Olympus E10 for a hundred bucks less!! Fuck me.

A man has six children and is very proud of his achievement.
He is so proud of himself that he starts calling his wife "Mother of
Six"
in spite of her objections. One night they go to a party.
The man decides that it's time to go home, and wants to find out if his
wife is ready to leave as well.
He shouts at the top of his voice, "Shall we go home Mother of six?"
His wife, irritated by her husband's lack of discretion shouts back...
"Anytime you're ready, Father of Four!"
 

Sunday Jan 20, 2002 - The Movie was very good. Better then I thought it would be. Yesterday I went and got a pedicure and pink and white fill at the Nail salon. They give such good Pedicures. The lady massages your feet during it. I've been doing the Stair Master for my cardio. That is probably the best thing they ever made for Cardio. I am working with someone right now for a News Server feed for my site again. So We should be getting it and hooking up in a couple of weeks now. They are another muscle site so I am happy with that. I am working out harder now that I feel like I'm making progress. I just purchased the Olympus E10. I got it for a great deal on pricewatch.com. Plus, I got the 64meg card with it. And the lense filter package. My next photo shoot should come out great.

Friday Jan 18, 2002 - I've been busy all week. Getting bills paid and all that good junk. We are going to see Black Hawk Down tonight. During my show today I gave Jeff a blow job. That made him very happy.:) We've been going to the gym all most every day. We will hit the gym again tonight after the movie.

Tuesday Jan 15, 2002 - Does anyone know what to do with a Chinese Throw rug? I got one for Christmas and I've tried hanging it, putting it over my coffie table.  I think it looks tacky both ways. There is no way you put it on the floor. It's made out of some kind of silk, so it's very delicate. What in the world do you do with it!?

Monday Jan 14, 2002 - What a day. We got setup and I'm back online. We were upgrading so I couldn't broadcast for a week. I am now sending Video at 8 to 10 frames per second. Compared to what we were sending at (which was 3 frames per second). I'm so glad we've made the change!!!!!! I love it here. There's no place like home.;) I've been doing the Tread Wall at the gym and I have to tell ya, it's great! It's one of the cardio things that simulates climbing a wall. You ARE climbing a wall, it's just that it's a rotating wall. I have a blast on it. I got a lot of stuff done today. So it's break time for me.

Sunday Jan 13, 2002 - I finally got to put up my new schedule. In two week we are going out to do a photo shoot. What  I need from you all is to email me and tell me what kind of pictures you want to see. We are going to be doing the shoot in the great outdoors. If you all have any idea about what you want me to wear and so forth let me know this week. I am going to be shopping for a few things for the shoot and will pick up some clothing for it as well. I went to the gym tonight and did 20 minutes on the stepper. We then worked Chest. Felt good!

Saturday Jan 12, 2002 - I went and worked out this morning at the gym. There is this Oriental girl who was there by herself working out. She had bigger arms then I do and she also acted like she was alone and didn't know anyone to workout with. Next time I see her I'm going to see if she wants to workout with me.

Friday Jan 11, 2002 - We've been busy getting setup this week. I hate playing the waiting game but someone has to do it. We got a memebership at 24 hour fitness. It is a lot bigger then the one's I was going to. I have a recliner that I'm not using right now and have been thinking of giving it away to a family here in town who's home burnt down, they have a fund set up for them so I would rather give it to someone like them who need it, then to sell it.  I can't wait till Monday, I can redue my schedule for my shows then.  I just got done reading a book called "From The Corner of His Eye" by Dean Koontz. It's one of the best books I've read in some time. Not only that it has a very unusual twist that I haven't found in many books either. On top of that everyone loves a psychopath on the lose murdering people. But the ending is very fullfilling.

Tuesday Jan 8, 2002 - Were home!!! Man what a long trip. I just got exhausted from riding in that car of ours. We'll were home and staying here for good.;) The first day of the trip, two hours after we set off we stopped at a gas station and while Jeff filled the tank, I went to the bathroom. He left the car keys in the front seat and Bookie and/or Nemo some how locked all the car doors. While I went into the gas station so they could  unlock the door for us,  Jeff was trying to get one of the dogs to somehow open the door. Not.... Bookie just sat in the front seat and ate the Chicken nugets and French Fries from the Mcdonalds bag Jeff had got himself for lunch, while Nemo watched out the window. The mechanic had the door open about  five minutes after he got out there , with the car door thingy. The second day we hit rain and had to go a lot slower. It cleared up after that. I'm glad we have that trip over with. Gets cramped in a car.

Tuesday Jan 3, 2002 - Shit, I keep wanting to type 2001. Email me if I do, do that in the future. We have been very busy today! I got my Nails done and also had my eye brows waxed/shaped. I've been cleaning and moving furniture as well. We are "upgrading". It fucking feels like it's going to snow and we are in Southern Florida. My lord. We are taking a trip and I hope we don't hit snow.

Wednesday Jan 2, 2002 - Happy New Year! My god, life is going by way to fast. I feel glorious this morning. I just love how soft my skin is and how fresh the lotion makes my skin smell after my morning shower. Like a new person. I called my Mom yesterday and wished her a happy new year. She is sick with a cold now. There is a reason I hate cold climates, and that is one of them. I don't get sick all that often living in a warm climate. My Digital Camera is so outdated now. It looks more pixilated every month. Maybe the pictures out there are just getting better. Well I'm going to finally trade my Olympus D600L in and get a Olympus E-10 in a couple more months. That way we can take some better quality pictures for my website. You men want to know a good way to have sex when you women isn't in the mood? First of all don't let on that you want to have sex when you are laying there. If your Women is anything like me then she is always tense in the back and neck area. Start giving her a massage and making her relax for a good 20 minutes, my husband does. If I'm not in the mood when he starts rubbing my back then by the time he slides in, I'm in heaven. He keeps massaging my back while he fucks me as well. I get so tense from the every day stuff that it's hard to relax and get into sex at the end of the day. We found, that is a great way to get me ready for sex. I'm turned on by him A LOT but actually having the sex is a different story. Unless he massages the tension away. And those of you who think your Women don't have Anything to be tense about.... Sorry budo, but no matter if your a stay at home mom or a work aholic there is always tension. Oh yea, if your in a fight or she is mad then forget it. No back rub will help when she wants to smash your face in.:) Just a bit of advice. Ok, here is another joke to make the New Year better!

Husband and wife had a bitter quarrel on the day of their 40th wedding
anniversary.
The husband yells, "When you die, I'm getting you a headstone
that reads, 'Here Lies My Wife - Cold As Ever'."
"Yeah" she replies, "When you die, I'm getting you a headstone that
reads, "Here Lies My Husband - Stiff At Last."