Sunday April 20, 2003
8pm
I just returned home from taking care of my horse and also came home and gave Bookie and Nemo a walk. I'm moving Queen to a better Boarding facility. I liked the one down the road because it was close. I didn't look at their horses to see how well feed they were because their Big Belgian looked nice and a good weight. I go and feed her myself to make sure she does get feed. I don't trust they will feed her what i ask since 90% of the horses are underweight. I wouldn't want to take a trip and worry about if she is being feed. So I'm taking her to a place that I've checked out and seen all their horses tonight and talked with them, they have A LOT bigger barn and stalls for them. They were all nice and clean and I showed up unexpected on Easter Sunday. They have a feeding schedule on what to feed which horses posted also, so I know they know what to feed.. She will also help me train Queen since I'm still very new to all this and Queen is starting to test what she can and can't do around me. Having an 800 pound horse try to play with you is a little..... Intimidating. It sure will be when she hits 1500 pounds! I'd like to be around someone who teaches me and that lady will. I thought I knew enough to train her but I need more then the books and the video's.
3pm
During my show at Noon we took a few Photo's on the Lat Pulldown. Here is one of me doing the Lat Pulldown.
7:47am
I just got done with my breakfast. I went up and feed Queen at 6:30am. I ate at Wendy's last night. I was starving and was so very tired of eating what I had been eating, so I sliped on my diet a little. So now I'm off to go do the stepper and burn off those extra calories. I have a show at Noon Pst, that would 3pm EST..
Friday April 18, 2003
10:40am
I got my license this morning, so I can start work anytime. I am thinking about starting at StripTease tomorrow night. From 8pm-2am.. That will get me out of the house a couple times a week and get more toned up. Most of the time I'll only be working Saturday.
Thursday April 17, 2003
7:20pm
People like to take things I say in my diary and try to twist them all kind of ways.. So just because I say something don't mean it has anything to do with my site. I'm not going to shut down my site. I've been here since 1997 and I plan to be here at least till I'm all wrinkled and you can call me Granny cam.:) That is a gross thought but it's appealing.. lol.. So don't write and ask me those questions, I would post a great big sign on the front telling and planning a shut down date if that would ever come to pass! So please don't write me you silly wabit! I'm not a person to rip anyone off and would never do that to people.. Talking about fraud! So I'd make sure I had a master plan, that is the way to do it when you are a responsible person.
2:00pm
I worked out with Diana this morning. I went to Striptease last night and will start dancing there on Saturday night as soon as I get my license. So this week I'll go down and apply for that. I forget how long it takes to get that in the mail. I don't think it takes long.
Tuesday April 15, 2003
10:30pm
I get so very worried about life sometimes. I live in lala land in this diary most of the time. I try not to put what I'm worried about. Life changes so much and things happen to everyone of us, that is beyond anyone's control. As the saying goes, "Life Happens".. I wish we could all stay comfortable, safe, healthy, alive... Is that even possible? All of us struggle with something. Yet, kindness and compassion are the last things most people have any more. That is the nature of man. anyway, I'm rambling about my thoughts so I better quiet myself and get some sleep. I feel sorry for queen. I don't feel like she has enough room to run or friends to play. That makes me want to find a better home where she can have 50 acres of land to be a little free spirit on.
3:15pm
This weekend I will go up to the strip club and get approved so I can get my Dancer card. I have a show tonight and I'm oh so turned on. So I'll record it and put it up on the replay video if you don't catch it.:) It's at 9pm EST..
Monday April 14, 2003
7:25am
I road my bike down and feed my horse this morning. She is 15.2 Hands and around 708 Pounds at the moment. Just a note to myself in case I forget later on. I have to workout with Diana this morning so I'll go get ready for that after I eat.
Sunday April 13, 2003
6:30pm
Here are some more Photo's from this moring Queen 9, Queen 10, Queen 11
6pm
Here is a video of Queen Jeff got when we were out there this evening. Queen of Fire Castle.
10:30am
Oh Queen is so beautiful! Here are just a few of the many Photo's we've taken today of her, I have to go back down in a minute and post her feeding schedule on her stall. Queen 1, Queen 2, Queen 3, Queen 4, Queen 5, Queen 6, Queen 7, Queen 8..
Saturday April 12, 2003
9:10pm
I just finished cleaning up the kitchen and making the Dogs food. It's still baking and as soon as I get that out of the oven I'm going to bed. So I can get up at 5:30am and get a shower so I can go get my horse. I have been reading and re reading the Books and Tapes I bought on training horses. You can learn a lot more from a good book then you can from Most people. I love to learn and love having the Books and Video's so I can watch and read over and over, seems like I get something new when I watch it a second and third time. I had a show tonight, I can really tell I'm losing more weight.
2:30pm
They just called. Queen will arrive early tomorrow morning! I sure can't wait. Besides that and dieting i haven't been doing much. Trying to save every penny so I can afford to feed my horse.. Starting weekend after Next I'll be working at a strip club here in Vegas on Friday nights, probably Striptease..
7:20am
Sorry if you've wrote me and I haven't wrote back. I've been tired from working out and have just been getting the e-mail's that have problems and stuff. So if you've wrote me a General e-mail and I didn't respond, don't be offended. Queen will be here tomorrow morning and I'm so very ecstatic about that.
Friday April 11, 2003
9pm
We took some Photo's of me during my show tonight. Here is me, I'm dieting so in the next few weeks I'll be looking even better. I'm slowly getting there. It's better when it's slow, stays off that way.
9:12am
owwwwis me! I'm sore, I hurts, oweee. I'm afraid after Diana works my legs today I'll be bed ridden.. Ok maybe not that bad but I'm tired and sore.
Thursday April 10, 2003
9:30pm
Remember Ariel and I both have shows tomorrow. They are at different times so check the schedule and the time zone it's in so you don't miss it.
1:30pm
I woke up at 5am and got dressed, did cardio from 5:30am-6:30am, then ate, took a bath and made Gizzy some breakfast. After that I laid down for 20 minutes before I had to meet Diana at the gym. We worked back today. I will go to the gym again in a few and do abs and half an hour on the stepper. I've gotten all the stuff I need for my horse (feed, feeders, etc.). I will have to switch her feed from the Oats and Buckeye Grow N Win that the breeder feeds her to Purina Mills- Omolene 200 performance and Grass hay of course. They don't sell Buckeye here and there is no way I'm going to keep ordering it and paying all the shipping. When I'm on the second bag of Grow N Win I'll start gradually adding the new feed and taking out the old.
Wednesday April 9, 2003
4:05pm
I'm so so so sore today. I'm now doing 45 minutes of Cardio when I get up and then I workout with Diana. Then in the evening I do 45 more minutes of Cardio. Talking about tired today! I just woke up from my nap. Guess how much I weigh as of today? 141 lbs!!!! yipeee... I am going by my scale since the gym is like 8 pounds heavier! I hate that scale. Stupid scale! Besides, that still means I lost 11 pounds since the beginning of my diet, that is great! My Queen gets here on Sunday, I'm just very excited and have no patients at all waiting. Kiss! I'll be gone most of the day Sunday but I'll take a million pictures of her to show this diary.
Tuesday April 8, 2003
11:15am
I got up at 5:30am this morning and took out the trash, did 45 minutes of Aerobics and then meet Diana at the gym and trained. While I was out the Horse Transport called and my horse will be here on Sunday. I'm so excited. My diet is going very well and I feel great. I'll weigh myself tomorrow morning and see if the weight is coming off.
Sunday April 6, 2003
1pm
Gosh it seems later then this. I've been reading my Horse Feed books and also the Horse Care Books I bought. I am reading all about feed and feeding first since food is the necessity of life and without that we couldn't do anything else. I've learned a lot. I went to my Horsemanship class yesterday and my horse Jumped a ground poll. I wasn't expecting her to Jump, thank god I'm good at riding.:) My first time to Jump and I didn't fall. Although the Jump wasn't smooth since I kind of bounced when she did it. Not very in sync with her, lol. That was my last class for the beginning rider. In a few months I'll take the more advanced classes and get into Jumping then. I'll wait till the competition is over though. Tomorrow I workout with Diana. I will go do my one hour of cardio now.
Friday April 4, 2003
1:40pm
Today Diana took my body fat and she helped train my legs, I can still walk. I hope I can tomorrow to.:) My diet is going very well today. I am on track again and don't have any cravings. Thank goodness! Diana Dennis is my trainer (for those of you who arn't familiar with the bodybuilders), she won 3rd in the MS Olympia and was in it quit a few years. You can see her site at Diana Dennis's website. It's been 2 years since we've seen each other, maybe a little more then that. I only have about six more weeks before the contest. So she will help a lot. She doesn't mess around when it comes to training.
7:40am
I need to head to the gym this morning so I better go get my shower then hit the stepper for 45 minutes.
Thursday April 3, 2003
8:40pm
I got in Contact with Diana Dennis and called her tonight. I will be training with her 3 days a week and she will be doing my body fat and diet over. I was lazy today and sleep till 2:30pm. I felt like shit when i woke up. Now I may not sleep all night! Oh well, I am getting ready to do an hour of cardio, that is what I'm suppose to up it to. This is Positive, this is positive, this is a positive thing! To bad it's natural to be lazy for us humans.. Actually I'm glad to get some kind of motivation back.
Wednesday April 2, 2003
7:15pm
Since I won't be taking a Vacation I called the Transport place and they will be brining me my horse around the 13th, I'm very excited. I had to mail order some feed called "Grow and Win" by Buckeye, the breeder feeds to her yearlings. They don't sell that stuff here and I'm not going to take a chance with changing her feed to something else then have her end up getting colic or something. I got the 100 pounds of feed I ordered, today. That way I can gradually change it when I'm on the second bag. I didn't do all that great on my diet again, I really think it's the PMS thing coming on. I was doing soo good! I always get these cravings, like every other time I have or am about to have that once a month Women's thing. Makes me want to just, EAT! Gizzy said I couldn't stay or sleep with my horse it's first night in a new place! So I just won't sleep, I'll talk to her and give her treats all night! Ha, got around that one.
Tuesday April 1, 2003
9:15pm
I need some Daily inspiration or motivation about dieting from someone.. I'm doing so awful the past few days. I'm HUNGRY! The first four weeks were great, but now.... Ariel has a show Thursday morning, she does some awsome shows. I just sent her tapes in to be copied so I can put them up on Video on demand, so they should be returned to me in a few days.. Oh, I want some land so I can have my own farm! There was some cute baby chicks at the IFA country store. I could get all female and have my own eggs. I want my own farm. Gosh, I'm pouting. Ok, I'm over that now. I would love to have my own farm though.
