Aug & Sept 2001

Saturday September 29, 2001 - Guess what? I got up this morning and I now weight 136 pounds again!!!!!!!  My god it's been a long time. I'm so happy I could kiss everyone on the planet.

Friday September 28, 2001 - I'm actually on the road to recovery now. With my Body and Mind. I eat healthy without being so damn strict on myself. I lose weight better this way. I worked out with Angie today and we did legs and shoulders, abs at the end of the workout. She is very nice, supportive and a good trainer. I feel normal again. Not so stressed about everything.

Thursday September 27, 2001 -  I was watching the News and how the Afganastan men treat the women. Pisses me off so much I can't stand to watch it. I'd like to go over there dressed that way and the first man that hit me I'd have a damn Uzi under that garment and blow every one of those fucking men away. How dare them! It's all about control, power and nothing about God. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! Makes me want to get those men and torture the fuck out of them. I'd cut off their balls and the whole works. They are a bunch of uneducated pigs who need their dicks cut off!  I really feel for those women. I'd like to go over their as a sniper and take all the men out.

Wednesday September 26, 2001 - I've been eating really good for quit a while. Except yesterday. I gave myself some treats. I opened up a Ameritrade Account and transferred all my stocks over with them since they don't charge me a lot of money for trading. I didn't like how much the Stock Broker was charging since he really didn't give any extra help and charged a high fee. He called this morning and asked if we were transferring our Stocks and we said yes. He got rude and then attempted to be little everything we know or bought in stocks. How unprofessional and Immature.  I am glad we left now! I don't want to deal with a company with employees like that. When we talked to him he was saying what good buys we made then he turns around and says the opposite when we aren't with them, being rude and sarcastic on top of it all. Tells you how honest of a person he is. I know enough about stocks to know what is a good buy and what isn't. I could work for them and do a better job then some of those guys. I just think that he was so Unprofessional. People should always act courteous and nice no matter what type of business your in. Who knows you may just get clients referred to you or they may decide to return. Why get rude and nasty? No point.

Tuesday September 25, 2001 - I went to the gym and worked out with Angie yesterday. I worked Chest and Tri's and a bunch of ab work at the end. I've been running on my treadmill everyday for 30 minutes. I've lost another pound and I am hitting my upper 130's now. I haven't seen that number in a long time! Not to much else has been happening.

Sunday September 23, 2001 - I went to the Dog Show Yesterday and meet a few other Frenchie lovers I've talked to and meet on-line. They were Showing their dogs. I was in French Bulldog Heaven! There were 24 French Bulldogs shown at this one. That's the most I've seen at any of the shows I've been to yet. I talked to a lady who was showing her Frenchie and She will be having a litter in two days. I can't really get one but I would like to. Anyway! I lost a few pounds this week. I ran on my Treadmill for 30 minutes last night. I talked to my mom on the phone and her modem broke so I had to fax radio shake the receipt to show them it was still under warranty.

Friday September 21, 2001 - Oh god, Angie killed my ass today. Holly cow. I can't even run right now. My legs would give out if I did. We worked legs and shoulders and at the end always abs. This morning I went to the Dog show for about an hour but today is only Specialty groups and not all the Vendors were set up yet so I didn't stay long. I'll go again. I did buy a French Bulldog Lovers Mouse Pad.:) Did anyone else besides me get a very weird sense of DejaVu when they were listening to the Presidents speech? For some reason it took me back to Desert Storm. I remembered that same exact feeling when I watched a speech by President Bush that time.. I'm not sure what it was but.... Very Odd feeling.

Thursday September 20, 2001 - I'm going to buy up some more Airline stocks tomorrow. I moped all my floors today. I worked up a good sweat doing that. My main servers have the damn Virus and Jeff has been working on getting those fixed today. I'm going to make Snitzle for dinner so I better get started on that.

Wednesday September 19, 2001 - I had to get up and go to a doctors appointment this morning. I had to get the Female annual Exam and get some more birth control pills. I worked out with Angie after that. We worked Back and Triceps today. I ate to many damn Burritos from Taco bell tonight and now I feel like shit. bla. I've been reading a romance Novel called "The Maiden". It's good. I can't wait till my class for Sewing starts. We go to a dog show this weekend. yipeeee...  I'm tired today. I forgot to mention that I called Ariel on Sunday afternoon. She is doing great. We haven't called each other in months and she didn't have my new number and she tried to call me 5 minutes before I had called her. I can't believe we were thinking of each other at the same time on the same day and called each other at almost the same time in all these months. When she first heard my voice she asked why I called her. We laughed because it was such a coincidence. If any of you guys have a webcam set up and don't mind me linking to it email me with the url and I will link it inside my members area so everyone of us can watch..

Tuesday September 18, 2001 - I bought 45 shares of American Airlines stock today. Yesterday I bought up some more Microsoft Stock. This is the best time to buy stock like this. American Airlines I believe will rebound in the future. I fly with them all the time so I have faith in them. They are down about 50%, the airline stocks are anyway.

Monday September 17, 2001 - I did my show a noon. Then at 3pm I went and trained with my trainer Angie. I love her!!!! And just think I almost called to cancel because I was being lazy and I sometimes just hate meeting someone I don't know. I went because it was to late to call and cancel. Thank god that I went! We talked just about the whole time I was working out. Not many people you can just click with like that. We worked Arms and Chest today. I workout with her again on Wednesday.

Saturday September 15, 2001 - I don't want any Afghanistan sympathizers writing me!! If they are harboring the terrorist and not cooperating with America then they are the one's that are in fault! I come from a military family and sometimes you have to fight. If you don't fight then it will keep happening. So if you sympathize with them keep it to yourself. Because I could give a shit!  I don't sympathize with anyone who can let terrorist do something like this and get away with it! so FUCKEM! Ok, enough of that.:) I went to the Cat Show today. How fun! I bought an I love cats Jacket and an Umbrella with cats all over it. There was an Exotic shorthair cat that I would love to get. I do realize that my dogs might be too rough with a cat. Maybe when they are older and calm down some first. We went on the great hunt for an American flag today, but no one has any. Oh Well, it's not like we didn't try. We even tried online but they are all out as well. I changed my schedule for the week tonight. I'll be having 5 shows.

Friday September 14, 2001 - I'm cleaning my house today. I did the Kitchen all ready, now it's time to clean my bathroom. I have been watching the prayer service for the Victims of the WTC and the pentagon. I have been awful tired the past few days and hope I pull out of it. I can't tell if it's lack of motivation or just being plane tired. It's not healthy to sleep your life away.

Thursday September 13, 2001 - I've been in the house since Tuesday and haven't really gotten out to do much this whole week. I've been glued to the news. There is a cat show this weekend, that will be great to get away for awhile. I am signing up for a couple courses. I am taking Spanish and Sewing. I have a great need to be smarter then what I am. So I'm going to take a couple courses each Semester. Everyone down here seems to be Spanish speaking so this is a good opportunity for me to starting learning a different language. I start training with my Trainer on Monday so hopefully that will get my butt in gear. Tonight at 8pm Eastern time I am meeting Girl Pearl in the chat room for a weekly Chat/Drink. I hope more of you show up to chat with us in my chat room. Bookie has stomach problems and threw up all over when he first got up this morning. I feel so sorry for him. Poor little guy. I gave him a cracker and then a Tums to see if that would help him. The vet don't see anything wrong with him. So I think it's just his stomach acids or something of that nature. I feed him twice a day and give him some good natural snacks in between so I know it's not how often I feed him. He's had this stomach ailment since I got him at 8 weeks old. It just hasn't came around for over a couple months now. Nemo is healthy as a horse. Of course I got him from a good breeder. My Prayers and thoughts are with all the people who lost their lives this Past Tuesday and the families and rescue workers of course. Now it's time to go get the fuckers.

Crazedvole sent me this article and I think what it says is very true and somewhat touching.

Wednesday September 12, 2001 - I got up around 3am this morning and just thought how everything that has happened all seems like a bad dream I just awoke from. I turn on the TV and my mouth still drops open when I see that plane hit the building. It's still that shocking, nerve racking. Something out of Fiction Novel, that has come to life. I have a very sick feeling in the pit of my stomach. I'm sure everyone does.

Tuesday September 11, 2001 - I got up around 8:50am this morning and when I turned on Fox News I seen the trade Center in New York had been hit by a plane. As I watched I seen another plane hit the other tower "Live"!! I woke up Jeff and we have been watching this unfold ever since. I really can't believe this is happening. How unbelievable. Not only can't I believe it's happened but with planes full of our own people! How awful. I cry for everyone that has or is dying today. I pray for everyone out there. Then there is the plane that hit the Pentagon to! I told Jeff I wouldn't be surprised if a Nuclear bomb went off somewhere. It's a nightmare out there. I was going to sign up for a couple courses today and they shut down all the schools here as well.  Can you believe all those planes that were hijacked full of our own people!!!? This makes Timothy McVeigh look like a blurp. My internet connection has been down just about all weekend so I'm not sure when it's going to be fixed. It's been up and down every minute because of all the rain, I believe. 

Sunday September 8, 2001 - I'm hiring a Female trainer to start training me this week. I will workout with my trainer 3 days a week and then the other two on my own. I want to compete in the spring or before and need a trainer to help keep me focused. Helps me out. Besides it's worth it to keep my body in condition. 

Saturday September 7, 2001 - I haven't felt like I have anything to say in the diary since my last entry, every time I opened it to write I would just stare at the page. Jeff's computer crashed and burned the other day. I gave him mine and then went and bought a new one. I did tell him he could have the new one but he insisted I could use it. It's a Compaq Pentium III 1.0 Ghz with 256 Megs of ram, and a 30 gig hard drive. They are going down in price so I got it for a good deal. Very good actually. Plus I love the keyboard options where you can hit an internet key and go to your favorite website or program. I almost have everything installed that I need. I've been running on my treadmill. It's been raining the last couple days. I will be going to a cat show this weekend but that is my only plans besides doing my shows and working on the computer. I need to stop getting on the computer when I'm cooking. I forget and burn the food I'm making. It's bad enough without me burning it.

Tuesday September 4, 2001 - I really really really need to stop reading my books during the day and only read them in the Evenings before I go to bed. If I don't then I'll read it all day then feel like a lazy bum at the end of my day.  I didn't get a chance to go to the gym yesterday since my gym closed early. Today we do legs. Sunday our Nephew (my husbands brothers son) who is only 5 years old lost his sight in one eye. He was throwing a ball at a light bulb and it busted and came down into his eye. Poor little kid. It split his eye in half. 

Sunday September 2, 2001 -  Holly Cow it's September all ready! Time's going by way to fast. I sat here and updated  my Bio page tonight. I figured it was way past time to put some new questions and answers up on it. The coloring was even ugly on it, what was I thinking when I had made that!? I changed it a little. Just the coloring anyway and I changed some of those questions.

Friday August 31, 2001 - I'm so proud of myself. The doors I painted looks like a pro did them. Ha! I should go into the painting business.:) NOT. But I am glad I did them so good. I will be on the treadmill for 45 minutes but I need a bath first. Indyrods father died this morning. His father died of Cancer. He sent me the little sentence at the top of the page and I liked it, so I thought I'd post it.

Wednesday August 29, 2001 - I finished painting the outside of my door yesterday. All I need to do is finish the inside. Today we went to the Bahamas on the Discovery Cruise Ship. We road jet skis then walked around at the shops. By the time we were done with that it was time to go back to the ship. We had to get up so early that we sleep in our Cabin most of the morning. I am working out to get ready for a competition. 

Monday August 27, 2001 - They finally came and installed the two new doors with the doggie door in it today! You know what the very best thing about living in Florida is? You can take a one day cruise and be in the Bahamas in just 4 hours on a cruise ship and still be back in your own home that very nite. I will be doing that very very soon.:) I don't like leaving my boys for more then a day if I have to and living so close to the Bahamas I can be there and back in just a day. That way I don't have to worry like I do about them being taken care of properly. It's a real blessing not to have kids. I figure when I quit thinking that, then it will be the right time I should have one. It's almost 9:30pm and I just finished putting primer on the inside of the new doors. Tomorrow I'll do the outside when I can see better. Thank god for rollers. They are a heck of a lot better then brushes. Don't mean that I didn't get all the paint even though.:( Anyone know of anything safe that will get paint off dog wiskers?

Sunday August 26, 2001 - The door people called and didn't install the door on Friday. We told them if they weren't here on Monday then they could keep the door and We would order it through someone else who could get out of bed. I've been more then patient. We ordered the new Versions from EMULive and they took 3 days just to get back to us, and that was three days After the money was wired. Are we just having bad luck at getting stuff done? They still haven't sent us the registration codes for the producers. I don't usually talk about working on the computers all day because that is a given.

Thursday August 23, 2001 - I had my show a Noon. Then right after my show I ran on my treadmill for 45 minutes. We then went to the gym and did squats, leg extensions, press. I came home and ate Tuna and Oatmeal. yum.. I need to stay on focus and it's been so hard for me to have a single goal and focus on anything for a while. I get side tracked. Someday I will get in gear and refocus like I always have. I think it's taking more time then I like. I want to visit my brother in Arizona in the fall but he and his life isn't perfect right now. I don't know if I would really see him or not. He works all the time also, so it's almost useless to go visit. The door people called today and they will be here to install the new door with the doggie door installed on it tomorrow afternoon. It's about time! I ordered it in June and they were suppose to have it done in July. Fat chance here in Florida. Seems like everyone is on Island time and don't want to work or get anything done. I love Florida but everything that I've ordered to have done hasn't been on track.. That is how it goes just about everywhere though. I am doing five shows a week. Wednesday, Thursday, Saturday and Sundays are at Noon Eastern Time. Tuesday is at 8pm Eastern Time..

Tuesday August 21, 2001 - I got up and ran on the Tredmil at 9am this morning. It Felt good to take a shower right after. We decided to buy the New EMU Live Server 4 today so we wired the money for that. It has better Audio and the Video is much faster and uses less bandwidth. As soon as we get the key code for it I'll let you know so you can tell me how you like it on your end. The audio is suppose to be a lot better and there is no downloading anything like Winamp has to. The old Audio on EMU Live was very bad and they have worked on it to. So the upgrade is progress.;) Were hoping to have it up by my show tonight but may not have the new Version up till tomorrow. It all depends when we get the key code for it. 

Monday August 20, 2001 - I went by our Stock Broker and gave them a check for the stocks we bought on Friday. We bought SCIO stock also (Heart Drug company). That will be it for a while. I am still reading up on different types on Investments and don't want to get ahead of myself. I like stocks very much though. I know the logic and concept behind them and feel secure in dealing with them. I am watching stock Watch every day now and the different types of investing shows they have on at Lunch time. Pretty informative and interesting once you know what they are talking about. I look back and think how simple it all is and how I should have known all this before now. I will read some more while I'm on the treadmill today. 

Sunday August 19, 2001- I got up made myself breakfast then got ready for my show at Noon. I danced and fooled around.. I ate my second meal right after my show then at 2pm I did 50 minutes of Cardio on the Tredmill. How fun.. I went to Wild Oats Marketplace after that and got bookie and Nemo some doggie treats "Howlen Gourmet Treats" Penut butter and honey flavor. Very good natural treat for doggies. I call them Scooby snacks so the boys will understand what I'm getting them every time I say "Scooby snack"...

Saturday August 18, 2001 - I did my show at noon today. For breakfast I ate egg Whites and potatoes. For Lunch I ate brown rice and tuna and for meal 3 I ate Oatmeal and Chicken Breast. My damn wisdom teeth are causing me hell right now when I eat. I eat anything with salt or eat with them at all and they hurt. I ran on my Treadmill for 40 minutes and did my Cory Everson Arms and Shoulders video today. The four days my shows are at noon, I will be running on the treadmill at 2pm. So if you wanted to watch me run and uneventful 40 minutes your welcome to. 

Friday August 17, 2001 - I got up and ate some egg whites and Potatoes. I've been watching Stock watch this morning. I'm going to be careful on what I invest in. I went and got a facial and eyebrow wax today and while I was at it I went ahead and had her give me a massage. I feel sane again. I forgot how good that stuff can make you feel. I now own some shares of Dell. I'm thinking long term investments with these. I'll hold on to these stocks the next couple years. When I got back from getting pampered I ate some brown rice and tuna with Asparagus. I'm tired but I don't think that is from the diet quit yet.. It's more from the massage. Made me all sleepy and floppy feeling. 

Thursday August 16, 2001- I am officially a stock holder as of today. I own 15 shares of Microsoft and 50 Shares of Fuel Cell ( Electric Company). I am excited about the stock market and am reading a lot about investing. It's not a whole lot but it's a start. I plane to build a diverse portfolio. My broker is a real nice guy to.  I need to quit eating Ice Cream. blaaa... That is how I feel. I was going to foster a dog but they don't need help now. So I will focus on Investing. I like to Volunteer and help animals out but if they don't need it then I am willing to focus on my more personal matters. Bookie is rotten to the core and makes me laugh on a constant basis. I will be sleeping and he will jump on me and start biting my ears.. What a little brat. hehe. It's 10pm and I just pre-paired my meals for the week. I start my diet up again tomorrow. So I am making all my meals in advance so I won't be spending all my time cooking. I made Brown rice, tuna, Chicken Breast.. I did legs on Tuesday and boy am I stiff. I can't even touch my toes. I am trying to loosen them up but feel to sore. I need to do my Cory Everson Arms and shoulders Video tomorrow. 

Tuesday August 14, 2001 - I worked out to my Cory Everson Arms and Shoulders video last night. We went to The Sport Authority to get Jeff a pair of jogging pants, we left with those plus a pair for me and a space saver treadmill that was on sale!!!  Everyone can watch me run every night now. I almost have the makings for a whole gym.. Just not enough room in my house for everything. I went and got my Florida car tags today. I am officially a resident since I have everything including my Driver license done finally. I got one of those "Save the Manatee" license plates.. They help donate money to the Manatee fund. Remember, Never forget where you came from. Just a Little bit of advice. I hope everyone is happy and well.  Oh yea, We went to Miami yesterday to the Sea Aquarium. I got to feed the Sea Lions some fish!! That was the best thing since Bookie and Nemo! I had a blast feeding them. We didn't stay that long. We were on the road longer then we were doing anything else. Damn traffic down there is worse then California! Serious... I don't plane to go down there unless I really need to. Traffic is pretty fucked up down there.  What am I thinking about running a marathon!? I just ran 30 minutes on my tredmill. I would rather stick to fitness/bodybuilding then run for 4,5 maybe 6 hours!! Hell no! It is much easier to just diet/workout and enter a Natural bodybuilding comp.. Besides I would like to keep the muscle I do have instead of running it off.

Sunday August 12, 2001 - After my show today at noon I cleaned the house up a little bit and read some more of the Money and Investing Book Girl Pearl let me borrow. We went to the beach for about an hour this evening. I picked up some sea shells and threw them in the murkey sea weed infested ocean. Not very good to swim in since the rains. It's usually nice and clear water but not right now. I took some film down to get developed at the store but they closed at 7pm so I can't pick it up till tomorrow. I am going to run a 4 mile race in October here in Florida. I would like to try to run a Marathon sometime with in the next couple years so I'll build my way up. I will start training for the 4 mile race this week. Not to hard since I am all ready in decent shape. I just need to diet down a little and pick up my speed. My dad ran a marathon in California in the late 80's and I would like to do one of those myself. Wish me luck.. I find races a lot more exhilarating. I can run like a bat out of hell when I'm at around 12% bodyfat. Mike made this Xena type picture of me from a picture Jeff took of me a couple months ago. I thinks it's very good to.. Venus warrior!

Saturday August 11, 2001 - All most all my shows are scheduled for the day time instead of nights now. They are all around Noon Eastern Time (9am Pacific).. I do have one night Show but so many of the girls that I host Video for have them at Night that I decided to have mine during the day, when no one else is doing them, so you guys that like day shows will have them..  I did my Buns of Steel workout at around 6:30pm and boy am I in better shape then I thought! When we were in Vegas I could hardly breath by the end of the tape. I'm flying threw it without a hard breath now.

Friday August 10, 2001 - We finally got our Health Insurance and cards yesterday. That is a little relief. I use to do my Cory Everson Arms and Shoulders Video twice a week and got into shape real fast doing them so I'm starting those up again today. That and the Buns of Steel Video I always liked. I'll do my Buns of Steel 3 times a week though.. I got a very good recipe from the Muscle and Fitness magazine I bought two weeks ago and have been making the Salmon dish they had in there. Awesome way to make salmon. The first few years we had this website all we seemed to do was work, work, work. Now since we have everything the way we want it we can sit back and relax a little. I think I'd rather have the problems we first had so we could work more!  Not that we don't have a lot to do but ... Girlpearl let me borrow a book called "Money and Investing" I've been needing to learn how to invest and that book is probably the best one I could have read. It teaches you just about EVERYTHING you need to know about money.. I'm still reading it, so I'm not to Investing yet.  Indyrod's father is in the last stages of Terminal Cancer so everyone say a prayer for him and his family. Last night at 9pm I meet Girlpearl in the chat room and just had a bullshitting chat. Powerman was there around 10:30pm or so.. 

Wednesday August 8, 2001 - Oh man.. You know what I did during my show today while the audio was on? It wasn't very lady like and I'm sure everyone got really grossed out and left.. I burped! So embarrassing.. My own fault.. Not really thinking it would or wouldn't be polite. I've really been on the net "live" way to long.. To forget about the burping.. I'm very embarrassed and feel like hiding now.. Sorry if you were listening.. Excuse me. 

Tuesday August 7, 2001 - We went to an Accountant today to change our taxes over to the state of Florida and such. I feel numb now. I always do when I have to do anything that involves taxes. Why can't life be easy when it comes to that. I should be able to get everything straight but man...... I need to go take a nap so I won't think about it. I guess it's time to start trying to figure out QuickBooks pro again. I took a class in Quickbooks but a lot of good that did me.

Monday August 6, 2001 - An Electrician came this morning and put Motion lights in the front and back of the house. After that we went to the gym and worked arms. Tell you what, my arms felt like they were going to explode from the pump I had. I cleaned up when I got home. I read my book this evening for a while. I also played with bookie and Nemo for a few. I took Bookie an Nemo for a walk tonight. I will be going for a bike ride tonight also. When I come back I think I'll take a shower and put conditioner in my hair and give myself a facial. I haven't done that in a long time. Oh yea, I left my hair spray at my mom's so I had to stop in at the store and get some on the way back from the gym. Hopefully she will come to visit me soon so I can get my brushes I left there to. I miss her anyway. I think I put too many I's in this entry.:)

Sunday August 5, 2001 - Man, I motivated myself. I was looking through my photo's we took in July and I liked what I saw.. I am motivated to hit the gym harder now.

Friday August 3, 2001 - Talking about rain. It's been raining for two days now and it don't look like it will be letting up anytime soon. We are having a Tropical storm and these things last more then a day I guess. There is no flooding around me but in other places they are flooded out. I am glad to be in a no flood area. I suppose if a hurricane ever came through that wouldn't be true. I don't live to far from the ocean so. I don't have a show on Fridays so I guess I'll be cleaning my house today. I need to go to the gym later. It's suppose to be my second leg day this week but since I've just begun working out after a long break my legs are very sore and don't feel like moving. I will do legs anyway. Get the soreness worked out of them for a little while anyway. 

Thursday August 2, 2001 - Holly fucking shit! In the Miami Herald today there is an add for French Bulldogs and if it didn't just get placed when I spent all I had in the bank on TAXES!!!! MAN O MAN. FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK

Wednesday August 1, 2001 - I'm reading a book called "RIPETIDE" and it's a good mystery.. Girlpearl got me an online gift certificate for my birthday and I just wanted to thank her in here for it. It was a Gift Certificate from www.Flooz.com and you can choose a store you want to get something at. I love Romance Novels so I bought a bunch of them. I did that on Monday though. I think that is what I'll start getting people for their gifts. We have been working out at the gym every day and I really like this gym a lot. I sent a donation to the Bulldog Rescue yesterday and also sent a check to the IRS... I really don't like sending the IRS all my money like that. I have five shows on my website a week. I am meeting girlpearl in my chat room at 9pm EST Saturday night and having a drink with her and anyone else that shows up of course. That is always fun.

"The only way to avoid making enemies is not to Succeed in anything"